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hmmm..so long nv update my blog le...got about one week le...hmmm...these few days very tire la...everyday early wake up...den go school...almost everyday is the same la...dotx...den by the time reach home...very tire already...but still drag myself to finsih my reflection journal and also to eat bathe...den finally can sleep le...hmmm...but no time to do other things le...cos very tire...haizz...*****
but i thursday pon school...actually wanna go wan...but...my frens all nevery go....den that day almost half of the class nv go school...dotx...den the fac think she quite unhappy also...i also think she very ke lian la...actually i think she quite nice la...but dunno why so many ppl dun like her lesson...think cos very difficult...that's y la...dotx...haizz...
den we went movie that day...watched X-Men3...haha...den after day eat le...den a while later go home la...cos everyone wanna go home early...that's y...den actually wanna go esther and jas at orchard...but cos no time le...*****hmm...den yesterday...friday...very weird day...suddenly felt so left out sia...haizz...dunno wat happen la...suddenly feel so lost man...den feel like dropping out of school...dunno wat to do...like no more frens like... yesterday they all wanna celebrate esther b'dae...den wanna buy her cake la...den they plan everything without me la...den i jus follow lo...but jus feel so weird and left out...hmm...think mayb i had been replaced by someone la...no strength to fight back...jus let everything go...haizz...cos everyone got different perception la...OMG!!i suddenly felt so depressed...dunno la...den i find sandy to go home with mi la...cos hear melissa say she and char wanna go home first...den esther and eliane not going...this is wat she tells jas la...so i tok they will be leaving without...so i meet sandy lo... den on my way to mrt station...i saw a very weird guy la...den see wanna rain le so walk faster...also dun wan sandy they all to wait so long...hmmm...den this weird guy really dun care wat others think about him...cos from sch to mrt...all the way...he sings very loud la...den he also walking alone...people looking at him or laugh at him...he also dun care...he kept sing la...den i find it quite funny la...at least god sent this guy to cheer mi up...haha..."p den i wanna noe whether this guys noes there is somebody watching him anot...so i look straight to his eyes la...den he saw lo...but he still keep on singing...haha..."p is god trying to sent mi a msg when i'm down??i'm not sure... also...i saw someting very very shocked...haha..."p cos i saw both my secondary sch mates la...they also studying in rp...den actually wanted to called them la...cos i see they two walk together...den will chit chat la...but the gal i tok she is always very quiet de...but they two chatting la...haha..."p quite shocked also la...to see the guy will chat with her...cos the guy last time quite...like always joke around de...den saw him chat decently with this quiet gal...haha..."p den when i reaching them le den wanted to call them le...but suddenly...i saw them started to hold hand...so shocked man...so damn surprise...haha..."p hmm...but actually i'm quite depress when i leave the classroom la...cos called my fren so many time but they nv ans my call or rejected my call...also of something la...but on my way to mrt station cheer my journey up...thankx... ***** today wake up alot of times...at six something...eight something...den 9 something la...quite tire...den went to have breakfast with my sis at mac...did half of my rj there...and finish it at home...lucky still on time...haha..."p hmm...today is esther b'dae la...den they wanna go orchard shop shop...den eat fish and co to celebrate la...actually this wan decides long time ago le...den i also agree to it le...but wat happen yesterday keep mi into suspend whether i still wanna go or not...haizz...scare later not click...den also fish and co quite ex la...haha..."p hmm...but char nv go le...cos her grandpa also today b'dae...den she yesterday den realise...her mum dun let her go out la...so she is not going...den she nv go makes mi dun feel like going also...cos she takes the same mrt line as me la...den also of scare that i not really click with them...scarely i go there den nv tok...very anti-social la...but is esther b'dae today sia...think char nv go quite disappoint her already...but if i nv go also...will she be very disappoint...cos if lidat left they three only...dunno la...worried here and there...den cannot decide...den also if nv go with them i will be boring at home...but go there with them...maybe also will be bored la...dunno la...OH MY GODNESS!!!!
