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Labels: fishtoday was as per normal
panic panic panic
don't understand anything
do up my slides
and present
so boring rite
but actually today i am really lost ah
loga and gang who usually are the girls i go for my first break with
was kind of busy?!
in the sense tat due to loga having her lab thingy
the rest made plans for themselves ah
mira go with amalina
minah go with classmate
and me
no plans
sad eh
cos sandy also got lab
so have to stay in class do some read up
(but still nv aid in understanding the theory all)
hm, actually i got an alternative choice
which is to go down with classmate ah
but i usually nv go down with them
plus they nv ask me down
and i lazy to ask whether if i could join
so yea
in class do read up
today lesson is abt muscle
in which we have to do a comparison between frog and human
we do share the similiar structure initially
so yea we also tok abt "gross" stuff
(which i dun think it is)
like what we ate before
frog?ostrich?deer?crocodile?insects?
ahahaha
i think i abit abnormal ah
cos i nv really think that it is gross till the girls start screamin all
hmm, weird ah
different perception i guess
*****
after tat i went for style ig meeting
minah(fish) was fine initially ah
cos we did exchange a conversation a bit
and she smile laff all when we were having meeting all
but it only last a while ah
on our way home
she go back to her emo self again ah
these have been for like few days already
ask her wat happen
she say nth
quite worried ah
loga and nurul also sense it
which shows that there is really something
FISH, IF YOU REALLY HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY
YOU CAN FIND ME YOU KNOW
I CAN BE YOUR LISTENER AH
WE REALLY WORRIED ABOUT YOU
i dun wish to see that someone is drifting again
through today
i can sense that we are parting eh
haiz
i jus hate that phrase
what people comes and goes
wth man!!!
ahaha
yesterday went out wif sandy
we went to bugis for shopping
as we nid to get some stuff before lab session
which are the long jeans, cover shoes
den lionel called and say wanna join us
so he join us after tat
i bought a pair of jeans, and blue tube top
also, me and sandy have got our nails done
but we somehow got cheated ah
cos we cant make decision
so when the sales ppl promote the package
we anything anything
den end up paying a lot ah
den pity lionel ah
he have to pay 5 bucks for us for nth ah
ahaha
actualy we jus kidding ah
den he really pay
but anyway
thanks ah!! =D
den on our way back
we so siao ting dong ah
jus super hyper-active ah
ahaha
suddenly me and lionel again, wanna do our ensemble
ahaha
den we start our acapella
as usual
like wat we did with gina
but this time round is with sandy
ahaha
den somemore
i have named our grp as "nana"
ahaha
which consist of eliana, sandna, liona and gina
ahaha
nice rite
so we are the nana group =D
actually the naming part not really becos of gina den named as nana
but partly yes also
hmm, cos i accidentally called lionel liona
also dunno why
den i came up with this idea eh
actually liona also sounds quite nice eh
the trip was so fun
go out again sometimes
let's get crazy together!!
ahahah "p
Labels: APE??long time no blog eh.
Been so busy since sch start.
Tirring. Sch for me is very tough.
I cant really cope with it.
But all thanks to the good team mate i have.
But i think, they quite annoyed by me.
As i did not really contribute for ppt.
Also, i'm a slow learner,
as i did not take up biology before,
thus, it's very hard for me to understand the lesson,
moreover, my english sucks,
hence, i couldn't really make myself understand the source and all,
and so, i will be keep asking what is this that that.
I am really a burden. Don't really know why I end up in this class.
I am really regret. If i got to choose again, i think i would choose any other course other than science.
But, no use to say anything now, i have to continue with my life.
People make mistakes too, but the main thing is how you overcome it.
And now, although i still not know how to overcome it, but, i will somehow try to figure out.
Oh, one more thing, do i really look like ape?
This is because i got this mean classmate in my class,
who say my side view look like ape.
Maybe i am not fully evolved, and there's still a slight trace of me being an ape.*****
Although wed is a holiday for me,
i went to NP to take over someone's job.
This is because, i am in need of money.
I ordered lots of stuff in this online blog,
hence, have to work to cover this little hole of my bank.
But, i'm yet to receive the money.
So what i have to do now is to sit and wait for the money.
And ya, someone still owe me money,
and he say will return me on fri, which is yesterday,
but i'm have yet to receive any news from him.
Hopefully he will automatically update me.*****
DO I REALLY LOOK LIKE AN APE??
Labels: hyper-active schoolhmm...second day of school today
quite okay with the socialising part
i think...ahaha"p
but my classmate think i quite nosiy eh
cos i keep being talkative
ask this and that ah
but this is my way of making frens
and communicating
today my team is quite okay
can joke can laff together
at first i thought
i finally can find someone
tat is same of a kind as me
but i'm quite wrong ah
after the first breakout during second meeting
when the discussion took place
some of my team members was like pro la
ahaha "p
can explain understand all
power seh
ahaha "p
haiya i hope i can be smart too eh
know all abt the thing we gonna learn
den can speak fluently and express myself to the largest extent
ahaha "p
my god!!!
my presentation today was like
stupid ah
i cant pronounce some words properly
cannot speak properly and fluently
my god!!!
actually i understand what i goin to present ah
but, i jus cant stop getting nervous
and in the end
all my sentence got jumble up
till i dun even noe wat myself was toking abt
overall it is very bad ah
damn it..!!!
after school saw charlene
tok to her awhile
noe a bit of update in her life
and melissa's
but when i goin to ask more question
den loga was like stoppin me
by saying i'm noisy again
ahaha "p
to me i really think asking question is a form of communicating ah
thru asking u can noe what u dunno abt other ppl
ahaha "p
and i really think it's awkward to not speak a word when walking
it's like we once so close
and now so "stranger"
haiz*
people come and go
tat's life uh
kk, den i proceed to bazaar meeting with loga all
and volunteer to in charge of the photoboard ah
ahahaha "p
so dumb ah
and i've got my shift for the SLA fiesta ah
hmm well
my part was to sit at T1 the table there and stare to daze i guess
ahaha "p
cos i doubt many will see our booth
or join bazaar
hope i wont be tat bored tat day
anyway mine is day2 only and its from 11.30-12.30 if i'm not wrong
jus 1 hr think can tahan la
hmm did something really really psycho today ah
if you see ur big name somewhere
will u be angry??
ahaha "p
hope the ppl wont be pissed off
anyway, it's jus a prank ah
hope u dun mind
ahahah "p
will u be amazed eh?? or pissed??
it's quite dumb and funny actually
sorry eh...
i feel guilty rite now
dunno wat will happen tml
ahaha "p
i'm quite hyper-active this few days ah
cos it's the start of sch eh
but i guess
if sch reaches the mid
i wont be so noisy already
so bear with it k?
ahaha "p
Labels: dumb dumb dumbhaiz haiz haiz
*sigh to the power of million trillion times*
my god
my impression with my class is not bad actually
but it all turned out to be my illusion after the meetings
i realise
i'm the dumbest in my class ah
how can i survive in the upcoming days man!
for godness sake
i was only quite active during the first meeting
and then
tat's it
cos i'm quite slow in learning
nv take up biology before
my english sucks like hell
plus* my classmate are so damn smart
cos they are all from biomedical n phama course
i begin to regret taking up such course
where all the smart alex meet
whereby mi
am only the "trespasser" only ah
doing the first ppt of yr 2 today
everyone so damn into the ws at first
wat they talking is like a foreign language to me
my god
all those scientific terms
i know none okay?!!
and when come to research
i did do some to help myself to understand
but with my standard of english
and my slowness in reading
gets me nowhere ah
damn mi
why so dumb sia
and when they are doin ppt
everyone got what they suppose to find
but mi
i ask and ask
but i got nth to do
(even if they give mi, i doubt i can do it myself)
i found how dumb i was
in the end
i only got to read two slides
(and i say read, it really mean read from slides)
god, there goes my grade eh?
this is not the worst
as the time when i noe that i'm the dumbest in my class
is when the class post some very profound question (foreign language) to the class
damn it damn it
i really regret
i hope my class wont detest me eh
for not doin my work
for being so dumb so brainless
may god bless mi
*today is the 2nd day i wear long jeans to sch*
oh ya, mi wearing new shoes to sch today
mayb today is my unlucky day ah
my feet got blister everywhere
damn hurting ah
wat a bad day
went to orchard to shop with my rp frens today
quite fun initally
but after awhile
everyone got really tire
plus my blister
and the stupid heavy bag ah
ahahaha*
i nv get anything today
actually was making a hard decision
(you noe i dunno how to decide; hate to decide)
on buying the necklace from forever twenty-one anot
the chain is so nice ah
i like
but 13 bucks
and is the last piece
but in the end i left the shop without buying ah
a bit regret ah
(i also regret)
haiya*
somemore
i help my both sis buy food when i'm back
one laska
one rice burger at 7-11
den she wan to buy till 5 dollar to get the doramon magnet
i also know abt it when she mention to sum up to five bucks
but it jus slip off my mind when i get to pay for the stuff
and in the end
the cashier neither give mi a receipt nor the magnet
my sis damn sad ah
(or angry??!!)
damn guilty damn dumb
u might be wondering how come there is such a dumb ass in this world huh?!?!
nvm ah
i am always dumb
dumb dumb dumb
now den i realise
HOW DUMB I AM EH!!!
Labels: new start awaiting*whew*
yesterday is my last day of work for ngee ann poly as an it technician
so sad eh
cos i'm parting my friends and no more work equivalent to no more pay
ahaha which means no more shopping
anyways, my bank got a big big whole rite now
cos i have been spending this week
mostly is on food cos of section gathering
father's birthday fren's birthday
but i also get myself a pair of new jeans bag jacket shirt earring necklace shoes for my new sch term
and now i hoping for a red belt eh
and gold color long necklace eh
i guess i had shop a bit too much
and this is when my coming pay got their part to play
which they have to fit in the hole i have encounter
hmm, anyways, i will miss u guys.
dunno will we still have the chance to meet and chit chat?
ahaha
hope i will get another job as good as this!
haiya, today is sun already
which means sch is starting real soon
in abt 16 hrs more....
*argh*
mi getting nervous now
as i nid to face a brand new start of
meeting new classmates, new faci, new ways of learning, new modules n alot more
*haiz*
hope my new class wont be too stressful
i dun wish to see any smart alex and outspoken ppl ar!!!!!!
*ahaha*
anyone got biomedical science ppt to send mi?? "p
time really flies
omg!!! in jus a blink and the hoildays is over
now i'm in year 2 already
*ahaha*
hope everything turns out rite
and hope there will be someone in my class
which i am able to click with eh
tat's the most impt part i guess
*ahaha*
*sigh*
when will we have time to go out again my friends...
must still keep in contact eh!!!
thx pals
i have really enjoy my week
outings gathering shopping all
really turn out great
i love it this way
hope this will continues...-a new start awaiting ahead*
Labels: anger ventilationi think is a matter of whether u wan to do it or not
haiz guess it's not gonna work
sorry for those who say they canas it is due to those who cant eh
cant believe there's none out of so many ppl can make it eh
tok if there's more ppl
the probabilities of more ppl goin mus be higher
but whatever ah i'm disheartened
i tok it's gonna work since i got more positive replies than negative onesbut when they say they are free
doesnt mean they are confirm eh
i mean i can book my day why cant you eh
for those who have school stuff or impt i understand ahbut for gathering with frens tat you usually meet
haiz dun think there will be another gathering
unless someone willing to take up this tedious job eh
but even if there is this someoneppl dun co operate also no use
why everything seens to be like this
it's really not tat easyfirst my blogshop stuff
people say they wanna buy
but when ask them to pay
they back out
then is my class chalet
first the date was settle
nobody wanna go
when we persuade themthe organiser nv book
then we decide new dates already
(most of them i asked can go)
now tell me haven book again ah
den wanna canceland i have to apologise to those i have asked
still say i nv do my job
look who's talking
and now
the same thing happen ahpeople suddenly back out
which leads to other-follows-not goin
and for those who can or i say willing to give in
sad to say
will not go too cos result in cancel eh
and i have to go around and apologise
tell them not goin; cancelled
ahahaha
how fun can life be-toying someone[who is willing to give in]oh man it seems to be true that whatever thing i organised falls apart eh
ABt the SENTOSA ThiNgY:I HAVE DECIDE THE DATEWHICH WILL FALLS ON 12 APRILANYONE INTERESTED INFORM MI OKAY?-hope it works eh-
well, i has been a long time since i blog.
been lazy and a little busy. ahahaha"p
busy with watching anime.
been workin for two days
and there's still like two more days to work eh
ahaha
fun working with those ppl
first time so relax eh and enjoying
like this job but they only nid mi till 14 eh
sad ah
cannot earn much for jus working 4 days
ahaha
still remembered the first day i work was damn nervous eh
cant sleep the whole nite
seriously
i also cant believe i can survive
with dosing at work eh
ahaha"p
Those teacher thought i am malay seh
ahaha "p
since when malay speaks broken eng seh
ahaha"p
hope i can brush up my english
=D
haiz
holiday going to end real soon
when i'm in the mid of holiday-ing
i feel damn bored ah
and now
when holiday is goin to end
i will think that
omg!! how fast it ends
ahahaha
i'm such a bitch man!
ahaha "p
