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I am so stupid.
I regretted.
I just need someone by my side now.
How useless.
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Blaaaaaa, exams are like this coming week, but I'm not really study!! What is wrong with me. LOL. I totally forgotten how to study already. And it's like so important, which contributes to my result. LOL. ARGHHHhh.
I seriously feel like quitting. BLAAAAAAAAAAAA.
Elia, stop complaining!!! Start studying and be less lazy.
I don't want to spoil the friendship.
Any idea how to resolve in a win-win-situation?
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Why do I always gets scolding. Do I really deserve this? I don't know. "Will it be better if I leave alone?", this question always pop out, in my mind, after some negative feedback from her.
I know both of us is trying hard. I do feel irritated at times too, and most of the time, I just keep it to myself. (Maybe she too tries to hold?) Maybe, I am really thinking to much, like what my closest say. Am I?
Is reality really like that?
I feel like giving up.
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Last night saw her a bit moody, so I suggested that I help to print notes for both of us. End up getting scolded for being too noisy.
Maybe it's just my luck. It's just my luck that the printer finishes its ink. It's just my luck, that I bang onto her bed and awaken her up. It's just my luck for being noisy? (I don't remember I had ever purposely make any noise.) And its just my luck to stay up late, and on the lights for myself huh? (Cos printing no need lights? Eyesight not important. Not enough sleep cos I deserve it?)
Yea yea, everything my fault, my problem. Even by not knowing how the printer works also is my fault. For being dumb, and lack of exposure. Yea, I purposely left the lights on, and volunteered to print notes, cos I wanna awaken your sleep, make noises. Cos I got nth better to do. And I dislike sleeping.
I think I just need someone to hear me, vent my anger. Lend me a shoulder. HAHAHAHAHA.
I deserve everything. Yea, elia, you choose this path yourself. Be RESPONSIBLE.
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People say, feeling grew away easily when you are apart. I say, it grew away even further when both are together too. (Everything seems so naked; gets sick and tire of the truth, and seeing each other each day?) - though I don't want it to end this way, but what can I do? I have feelings too.
The stare is scary. Silence too.
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I don't like the eyes, the look, the stare, the comment.
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