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Tuesday, June 29, 2010

7:27 AM

My exams are finally over. Hopefully everything really are brought to an end. Went club on Saturday. It was fun. And I guess, that probably is my last, or last few trip. AHAHAHA.

Well, now that exams are over, I have no idea what to do during this whole month that I've got, before my graduation. I planned to stay home everyday, sleep for 10 hours per day. As this allows me to save some money, because I'm really on a very tight budget now. =/ But whoever hears this was like saying a big "NO" to it. They said it will be kinda of wastage. I know. But, what else can I do with these little budget. =/ Gahhhhh, I feel so stranded here. =/

I thought of going backpacking alone. But am afraid that I'm too gullible to do it myself. =/ Loga's boyfriend is arriving in like less than 24 hours time. And by then, Elia will really be clueless on what to do. But, I guess, things will find me eventually, right? =DD

Hopefully everything goes well, smoothly. =DD

Sunday, June 13, 2010

6:10 AM

Oh my god, one paper down, and many more to go.. The weather is getting colder and colder each day. =/ OMG.

Guess what, I'm actually slacking after one paper. This is so not good!!! But I seriously have got no mood for it. I know I am definitely gonna regret this so much. Cos, there's actually no much time to study for the next 3 papers. And I am totally freak out, because, I have no idea how to?? Plussss...

I can't really contact Mister M. =/ No mooooooooooooddddddddddddddd. And and, my stomach is feeling crazy!!!!!!! =/ It's kinda pain, or cramp would be a closer word to describe the feeling.

Oh ya, I suddenly bring out my courage to ask Loga if she mind studying with another person in the room (cos all along I've been guess, and I thought I should do this.. so..). And yea, she mentioned she would rather study in isolated places, because in that way, she could concentrate better. And she say she dun mind going down to study uh. Hmmmm, I'm just asking, no any intention uh. Sometimes, I just wanna know more about it, seek the truth. And dun ask me why, because I don't know why would I wanna know too. Since it won't actually affect the situation much.

Oh ya, went to school for paper today. Guess what I heard? Hmmm, my friend took a summer project, and she did a research module this semester, so all in all, she have only 2 exams. And now, 1 is down for her. =/ I am so envious about it!!!!! OMGG.

KKKKKKKKKKKKK, I think I should get studying huh?? But seriously, I don't know how to plan them. =/ Just wanna try my best!! =DD

Friday, June 11, 2010

7:54 AM

I tend to envy people a lot more, than enjoying my life huh?? Seeing my house mate leaving to SG totally, saddening. Hmmm, but how sweet of her for helping me bring my clothes home. Pray hard that my current "assets" here weigh less than 20 kg??? Or so. I am in dilemma. I got a feeling, a very bad one for my exam. I afraid... Plus, I already paid for my graduation gown, and my mum is coming to attend my graduation. Mister M asked me to have faith aite. =DD

Exam is starting in like less than 24 hours time. OMGGG~ I am feeling so stressful rite now. Hmm, maybe not now, yet. My mood has be going up and down uhh. Sometime stressful, sometime not. I guess, probably the sunlight does contribute to this effect. When the sun is still up, I probably think there's time still, for me to study. Orrrrrr, I tend to study better in the day time???

Well, it's freaking cold down here. I'm studying in the dining area again. When was the last time, hmmm, last semester. And I hope this shall be the last semester that I'll be here, studying. =/ This is where I need my own room.. Hmmm, nahhhhhhhhhh. I know it's bad to think that way. Loga should be taking the room la. She has morning sickness. (Wait, is that?? AHAHA, I mean she has flu; tend have it everyday, or used to have it everyday. I think she's better now, because the room's temperature is way higher than here. =DD)

Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining. I know, as a friend, if you know the place you are studying sucks, you won't wanna let your friend suffer right?? =DD Well, she used to go to the library everyday, and one day, I asked her, "why do you have to go to the library, is there any reason??". And she said she can't concentrate in the dining area uhh. (Well, I never chase her to the dining area, but I guess she prefers studying alone, somewhere, without me?) So the next day, I tried to initiate to go to the dining area to study instead, to see if that's the reason why she wanted to travel to the library.(I mean, I see her going library in the morning, and going back home late, like after I slept, and I know it's very dangerous. Hence, yeaaaappp. And I'm older, I should take some responsibilities in it..) And yeaap, she stop. =DD

Well, it's cold here. But no harm. Looking on the brighter side, Elia helps a friend, and is away from her bed (Because I tend to fall asleep more often, than studying =x). So, should be a win-win situation. Plus going toilet, brushing teeth, washing face, travelling up and down the stairs, hopefully can help me lose some weight. =DDD (But, hope this won't irritate my room mate. =( )

I seriously hope I will pass my exam, and I'm seriously just aiming for a pass will do. I don't wanna let my parents down, me don't wanna waste their money. I guess, things would be less stressful if I'm in sg, no need to worry about money and all. But well, since I'm here, I don't wanna complain no more. Just try my best (whines at times, when I'm low, but..), and do the exams. Whatever the result is, I hope I can take it without any regrets. At least I tried, and I gain something in return. =DD

I misssss watching tv, and sleeping long hoursssss. =/

I WANNA DO THIS AND GET OVER IT ASAP!! =DD (*praying hard* Hopefully I can do well.)

*A post to be remember =D*