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Tomorrow, 18 October 2010, will embark me on a whole new journey, a new chapter in my life. My first official job. My Career. =D A new environment for me to adapt. Meeting new people, and new machines.Not really excited right now, but am looking forward to it. Hopefully this wouldn't affect me and my baby's relationship. =DWell, I got to meet baby for 3 days consecutively, Friday, Saturday and Sunday (Today). =D He is really the sweetest guy ever. Knowing that I am starting work soon, he even took the effort to take off for me. In order to spend more time with me. Hopefully these last. He even agreed upon sending me to work, and fetching me from sgh initially. However, he got a test tml, but sweetly, he still agree to fetch me from work tomorrow. =DWhat he said to me today still replaying over and over again in my head. "Treat every handsome guy at workplace like the devil in Town (a movie), they are trying to steal you away from me." -so sweet, and cute.I just hope all these happy moment could last till eternity. Faith. ♥♥♥♥♥ =DGoing to get to bed soon. Need to rest early, and prepare for the embarkation of my whole new journey tomorrow. A chapter of my Career in life. =DGood night everybody. Sweet dreams, and good luck to me tomorrow. Hopefully everybody are friendly and true. =D=D ♥
Let things go. Release them. Detach yourself from them. Nobody plays this life with marked cards, so sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Do not expect anything in return, do not expect your efforts to be appreciated, your genius to be discovered, your love to be understood. In the end, only three things matter: how much you loved, how gently you lived and how gracefully you let go of things not meant for you.
Baby, I have decided.
If you say you love me,
And I am the person for you now.
I wouldn't care about anything else,
And love you with all my heart.
I don't mind how you pursue me,
Where you bring me to,
Or what you buy for me.
I don't care what you have done,
for your ex, or for me.
To whom it is better.
I just want to cherish what I have now,
And what I am feeling now.
Because, not everybody can makes me feel this way.
Because, I am gonna make it different this time.
Because, I believe that it will happen, this time.
Because, I have faith.
Let's have faith. =D
Yes, I promise to think this way as from 8 October 2010, 5.01 pm (sg).
The reason why I wrote this here, to blog it.
I want you people (if there are), to witness this, to remind me this, to make me remember this forever. =DD
♥♥♥♥♥ Elia.
I know exactly how that is. To love somebody who doesn’t deserve it. Because they are all you have. Because any attention is better than no attention. For exactly the same reason, it is sometimes satisfying to cut yourself and bleed. On those gray days where eight in the morning looks no different from noon and nothing has happened and nothing is going to happen and you are washing a glass in the sink and it breaks-accidentally-and punctures your skin. And then there is this shocking red, the brightest thing in the day, so vibrant it buzzes, this blood of yours. That is okay sometimes because at least you know you’re alive.
-Augusten Burroughs
It hurts. Especially when you are vulnerably sensitive. When someone just answered in a extremely cold way after you thought you had done something great.
I wish. God can sometimes tell me the answer. Who is in my future. So that I wouldn't get cuts along the way. I am a coward.
Happy or sad. You are the one who are feeling it. You are the one who are taking it. So, you do get to choose. =D
