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Sunday, September 30, 2007
1:56 PM



Test to see whether am I in a perfect state in taking pictures with the idol.
But well, it seems a big "NO".
While waiting for them to finish packing.


I enjoyed friday class. Though I'm quite stress during first and second meeting, as I don't quite understand anything yet. Went for bazaar during the 1st breakout. Get to count a lot of coupons and money, also , note down the serial number. So clumsy. I am so clumsy that day. Drop my headset, kick the bin and etc.

I enjoyed the class because got to interact with them, my classmate, some funny people. Ahaha, their expression, the drawing: funny. =) Well, I think that loga's team quite friendly. All thanks to loga and her team, I got to know all the information about the process. =) Also, get to catch up with my friend, update about her life and all.

After class, headed down to bazaar again. It end quite late, till around 7 plus, which supposely end at 6. Those participants spent such a long time packing and all, so we have to wait till the last "ceremony", which is to "yum-seng". ahaha.

Rush down to JE after bazaar. Was damn late by that time. Never get to eat much, but with the waffle, to last me whole day. I am quite surprise that my stomach did not call upon me. ahaha. Had dinner with the "family". Guess what, we saw some ch 8 actor. He is still so cool, and handsome, but, he is with his girlfriend. So sadddddddddddd. ahaha.

To sum it all, I enjoyed my friday, really hope the time can stop at my most enjoyed day, but it's impossible. Wake up Eliane!!! ahaha.

Saturday, boringgggggggg. Stay at home the whole day. Actually planned to meet loga and all to do PP. But I just couldn't pull myself from bed. =P Moreover, loga have to go home early. (this is what she say, but I heard something about meeting someone. Quite confuse =P) Thought of meeting shuyi to get stamps from her, but last minutes cancelled. Because we will be meeting the next day. Got to stay at home the home day. =(

Quite saddddd. My best friend, Sandy, officially quit school. =( This means that we will be real drifted now. Hope we still can manage and contact each other. This even more sad when I heard this after I gotten a job. Which mean, harder to meet, due to the tight schedule I had, and hers. Still got the damn PP, which makes me really really useless. I don't know how to start, how to rephrase, all so profound. I'm at wits' end now. HELP MEEEEEE!!!!!!! =( Talk to somebody, hardly even say a sentence about myself, got cut off. =( haix...Sad but what can I do?? Nothing, Eliane.

Oooohhhhhhh yaaaaa. Got to start work on monday already, got to wear heels to work, which means to school also. Weird. So nervous. =( Hope I won't do anything wrong. Hope everything will go smoothly. And hope that I won't be tire. ahaha. =)


Thursday, September 27, 2007
10:58 PM


Our food.
What I love to eat and used to buy in the past..

The canteen..




GREEN HOUSEE. =)

Swiss Winds.. That's gina's finger.. =.=

School hall,
where we used to assemble for pledge, national anthem, school song..
5N2

My "mother school" : Swiss Cottage Secondary Stupid gina wanna poseeee. ahaha. =P

The cute security guard uncle. ahaha. =P
Our dinner

Full and bloateddd

Went to Fire Safety Training today at NUS. Sad, didn't get to see my only male facilitator for this semester like for 2 consecutive lesson of his. Don't even know how he look like. ahaha. Well, will get to next week. =) Today I get to try to use fire extinguisher; my first virgin try on using it man!! Cool~ I think it's quite fun. And, I learn more about fire today. The degree of burns, and the types of extinguisher for what kind of situation, and how to use it. I can be a good fire fighter already. ahaha. At least a basic one. =)

Went to meet gina and shuyi at BBDC. Hmmm, so cool to learn driving. So nice to drive. But I don't get a chance to learn now. =( Well, quite envy for those who learning driving already, of course, especially those who gets to drive officially on main road already. ahaha. Will I get to drive someday?? Went back to secondary school today. All the things, canteen, the food, staff room, class room, teachers and staff, so reminiscing. =( I want to go back to the past!!! Who can build me a time machine???? =(

After that rush over to gina's house, as she need to enrol her IS. ahaha. She rush home alone, because we lazy to run with her. (Actually not we, is just me.=P) Then I fell asleep at her house. And, know what? I caught a flu when I wake up. I suspect that her mattress of her entire house is full of virus. Because, she and her brother always sneeze. Moreover, I am having headache and sneezing ever since I wake up from her bed. =( And, today, we sort of have our "family" dinner together at her house. This should be the state of us like 5 years later. ahaha. We planned to stay together when we get older and financially independent. And we sort of got the feel today. wooo~ FUN!!!!!!


Oh ya, I sort of got my retribution today. =( I get to smell smelly feet today. So sadddddd. Maybe because people often get to smell mine, so I got back my retribution by smelling theirsss. Oh gosssssssh, shalln't mention their namess. ahaha.

Love you all~

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Wednesday, September 26, 2007
4:34 PM

Haiyaaaa, such a mess now. So sad. I want to work as helpdesk too. But, I got school to attend. Argh. How to go work and school at the same time? Can I? I want a clone!!!! Sad. =(

Why is it always like that. When I wanted to work badly, there wouldn't be any for me. And when I don't want find work, all come at 1 time. =(

=(


Monday, September 24, 2007
7:54 PM

Wooo~ Skipped school today; can't wake up. =( Stay at home the whole day. Haven eat my lunch and breakfast, damn hungry now. Waiting for my dinner. AWWWW~ Can hear my stomach protesting, ahaha.

Actually planned to go somewhere with sandy. But, hard to contact her at times. Don't know why. =( SANDY, if you are seeing this, please be alert 24/7 of your phone okay? ahaha, always called and sms you but, you never reply or answer. And I am always been diverted to voice mail. SADDED. Hard to contact you eh. =(

Well, I somehow felt drifted. Or maybe I think too much??!?

Hmmm, heard some good and bad news from friend. Hope you could recover your lost item. And I'm happy for you for the good news. I want to seeeeeeee. (you should know what I wanted to see right. ahaha) When will I get mine?? Oh, and minah's, and nurul's?? ahaha.


Sunday, September 23, 2007
2:24 AM





Little cuts from the go karts.
caused by the blades.

Fell down when blading. ='(
Tried to take everyone's pictures for umpteen times. but =(
see ah tong eyess.
another on who can't withstand the flash
yup yup, the "best pic" of everyones's sitting along the seashore.

(actually if tong nv move away then perfect already. but too bad ah. =()

My hand not long enuff. =(


p/s: do I look pale in the pictures??me w/o make up.

(due to the fact that I fell and cried, thus eye liner gone..)
The two "birthday" girls.
the go kart track


Love the sky, though it could be normal to u about the pink streak.



yesterday, which is friday, was extremely dead in school. Firstly, due to having some holiday mood as I did not attend the school on thurs, and wed. Then, my mood is still stays the same. The facilitator taught me before. Lastly, it is about DNA, which I do not know much. Additionally, as my first meeting was disastrous again; no contribution, I would really like to salvage everything during second meeting. Which we even spent lesser time on food, and bought up to eat instead. And it actually make us feel awkward and embarrase as there are malays who are fasting. Hence, we decided to spend time at the pantry, do research and have our food. I did read up, and understand a little about DNA. But unfortunately, my com got to shut off accidentally, as I pulled out the batt without switch on the plug. ARGH!! And I end up being the least contributors, as, you know, my stupid super short term memory. =( Went to eat mac after school, as mira supposely has her time to spend with us there. But, jusr when we bought our food, her BF asked to meet. =( This girl and nurul. Like never get to see them more than an hr per day, or 5 hrs per week even.


Saturday, which is supposely be today for me (actually it passes 12 already), I wake up early in the morning to get prepare and went to meet nurul for the don't-know-what volunteer training. It's damn torturing. =( I've got sun burn now as today's weather is damn hot. For all the 3 roles, I think flag marshal would be better, though there will be lots of ants; and I saw this fat ants, real bigggggg okkay. The body part size is like made out from two rasin size. Also, maybe because I'm not that strong to start the kart's motor. =( out of so many tries, like 6 or 7, I only get start oneeeee. =( I also heard them talking about us, saying how horrendous we were on doing this pit marshal job. EEeeeeekkkkkk!! Hate him! He's a no any better okkayyy, badmouth behind people's back (and I really meant behind) . HELLLLOOOO, we are first timer, and it's volunteering work. What do you expect??????!!!!!!!

Got injuries, a lot of injuries, bruises today. =( sister said I am having bad luck. It has been so long since I last fell. =(
The training got extended. EEEEEEEkkk! And I've got to rush to east coast to meet them. And it was a saturday. So sum it all, east coast, saturday. But so near yet far. =( I don't know where is the place. Well Well, I did everything in east coast. Eat, shout, see stars and moon, feel the sea breeze, cried, and saw people kissing.

It was really late when we reach east coast, me with sis and her boyfriend. And me and sister was like starving, because we didn't really eat for one whole day already. For me, because I woke up late, then rush to meet nurul, thus have no time to eat. Imagine me, standing under yhe scorching sun with just water, and no food in the stomach too. =( Soooo, we thought we could reach within little as compared to the time gina all travelled, because I have my blades and sister boyfriend brought bicycle. However, my bladding skills is so terrible. I couldn't get any faster, and even people who are jogging overtakes me. =( And I was like screaming and shouting throughout the whole journey of bladding. And ya, incident really happen when I was pulling the bike, thus no need to skate. When my sis boyfriend get faster, due to the slope, I lost balance and control of my blades and fell. People nearby all stare at me, and even kids blades to me and see what happen. By then, I was crying already. So embarrass. =( Initially I was like tring hard not to cry, but still, it was too painful to avoid the tears from falling. After which, I still continue to stand up and blade, but with the abrasion, it gets harder for me to blade. ARGHhh!! When we travelled like half the journey, my sister took over me, because my blade is hurting me, it cut my skin, the first layer.

Wooo, saw this couple when we were sitting at the sea shore. Like how navya it, vigorous session. Ahaha. They can just go hotel I guess. Haiz, how can they display these to us. Moreover, we were like spoilting their mood, because we were there to shout and all. =)

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Friday, September 21, 2007
1:45 AM



On our way there...minah bcome luggage girl eh.See the drink on minah's place???ahahah.
Nahhh. she never break fast laaa.

Loga is the culprit..hehe "p
Me and shuyi Familiar place, familiar cruise, familiar ferry.

But, different feeling.

Everything the same, but we are different now. =( Minah say, if somebody drowned, she will throw the float and jump down.

But till then, she would not find the float too.

And, she couldn't swimmmm.

Today, sad day. No mood to go school. I cried. Don't wish to breakdown in school. So ya, minah, sy and loga also skipped. Minah sy also sadddd. Loga, is to be there to cheer us up. ahahah. Anyhow actually. Sorry if I dragged you all down eh.

Once as close, but now stranger. Weird. Give me false hope. News break. Fell twice. Happy?But I'm sad. =(

I want to kill no one, but myself. I really wanted to die. I don't like this aching feelings. It's making me feeling terrible. And my eyes even threatened to tear. =(

Went to vivo. Nothing much actually. But we saw shooting star today. Hope it really can give me good luck! =)


Thursday, September 20, 2007
1:50 AM


I'm so saddd. SMOOTHER MEEEE. ahaha. Nobody eh. Everybody has their own problems too. OKAY OKAY. BUT I REALLY NEED A HUG. AND I KNOW I WONT HAVE IT ANYMORE.

IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S DAMN FUCKING OVER. OVER OVER OVER OVER. NOTHING CAN BE UNDO. NO TIME MACHINE. NO NOTHING. CAN'T SALVAGE, CAN'T DO ANYTHING. NOTHING. GAME OVER. OVER OVER OVER. ME TO BLAME. OVER. REPLACED. DESERVE IT. I CHOSE THIS. OVER OVER OVER. THOUGH I DON'T WANT. BUT NOW, IT'S ALREADY SORT OF ANNOUNCE. YA. DONE. OVER. THE GAME IS OVER. NO CHANCE. NO MORE. IT HAS ENDED. FINISH. DONE. GAME OVER =(

HUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

=(
All the while I thought I still have chance. Just to wait a little tit-bits more. But now. I'm sad. My world has come to an end. Why giving hope when you didn't mean it. You may thought it may not hurt me that much but look, false hope kills.