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i wake up early today...haha..."p actually wanna make bread to sch de...haizz...but cant find the plastic to put pack it...den drop this idea of packing food to sch...haha..."p
i'm the first to reach bb control station today...den got the time to buy concession too...the stupid mrt ppl...i said i wanna buy MRT concession...den he kept on correct mi...say is train concession...dotx...isn't it the same???MRT TRAIN WAT!!!goodness...haizz
today at school really terrible sia...haizz...prob so hard today lo...haizz...dunno wat i'm searching la...but i noe i'm correct...dun understand wat i'm doing...and presenting...godness...my eng is getting worst...like tougue tied like tat...goodness...!!
after school went to causeway point la...den lucky we got to leave before raining tat heavily la...den reach causeway that time..goodness lo...really rain until so heavily sia...scary lo...haizz...
den todays rj worst lo...haha..."p dunno wat to do...really clueless tis...hmm...den i ask for sandy's and loga's help...thx ar...!!!
wow...today i wake up damn early lo...the stupid maple-bear morning call mi at 6.49 am lo...godness...told him to wake mi up at 7.17am...but he called mi 28 minutes earlier...godness..i cant sleep tat long sia...haizz...
but nvm la...haha..."p cos i also forget tat we have ut today...whenever there's ut...i'll need to wake up early...cos meeting earlier..so today i really damn early lo...haha..."p first to reach...i still rmb i reach bb control at 7.46am lo...den they all still haven reach yet...dotx...tis is why i nv wan to be early la...cos i dun like to wait for ppl de...abit selfish lo...goodness...haizz...
but sandy had waited mi for so many times more days le...so...haizz...dunno la...SORRY arh...!!
*however i still need to thx maple-bear la...
today problem is damn difficult la...haizz...no ppt for reference also...sian...ask my ex-neighbour and my senior-ariff...both also dun have or nv help la...dotx...
den dunno who say go library...but definately not me...den they all blame me...den syad scold mi lo...haizz...today my team all blame mi sia...haizz...quite pissed off at times la...but nv really show much of my anger...haizz...nvm...
nv go sch today...wake up at 7.3o something...by my alarm...den saw my phone got 19 missed calls and also 4 msges...oh my god...how come i din hear it...haha..."p think because i'm charging...therefore no sound...dotx...den was late for sch...godness~
i gave him morning call...and he said that he not goin to sch...den i also no go lo...dotx...dunno y i not goin also...think cos i late wake up ba...den yesterday also slp at 3 something...godness...haha..."p
tok he thinking of goin somewhere later...but...dun think so le...now wat time already...den he also nv give mi a call or sms...haizz...is always lidat la...goin to get used to it...if this goes on...i think something might happen...[out of love or only that its a habit??]***** yesterday's prob is quite okay la...dotx...i think easy till won't get good grades...haizz...cos that faci again...godness~i dun like tat faci la...he somehow like bias...dotx...den also ppl say him pms de...cos always give attitude...and he sometimes changes very fast de...some time nice..sometimes show attitude...and also...he is damn sarcastic... reach home at 6 something...cos before that went to causeway with fren...actually wanna buy present...but nv see anything nice la...so nv buy already...haizz... at night chat wif maple fren-bear...so damn serious today sia he...haha..."p godness...den i also at msn chat wif his fren la...actually he also wanna call my phone de...but maple bear is online...so... i did told his fren i got bf before la...dunno if he rmbs anot...think nid to tell hom again...so he wont call mi la...haha..."p hmm...den i told maple bear i got bf only today...cos he today den ask mah...godness~ den he like quite serious lo...told me abt his story all that...so sad...hmm...dunno he heard tat i got bf already still wanna call me mah...haha..."p think he can be my kor better...so lame de...haha..."p happy chatting wif him la... den we chat until 3 something...cos dun dare to cut his story...actually got try to cut and tell him la...but den...he like nv hear mi say...den continue wif his story...but nvm la...haha..."p think he nids a listening ears...however...my memory really bad la...dun quite rmb wat we say le...haha..."p good for him also...cos he dun wan me to reveal it too... finally get to tell him i got to slp le...den he realised i got to wake up early next day cos of sch...haha..."p he even said tat why dun i tell him earlier...haha..."p den he set his alarm and say he will try to give mi morning call la...haha..."p but dunno why cant slp la...saw my mum waking up already...godness~ i slp she wake up...haizz...den takes a long time to go my dreamland la...haha..."p
hmm...has been working at far east for three days le...everything is quite alright la...got to noe one more "gina"...haha..."p she very funny...hmm...can communicate wif her la...got to learn lots of things from her too...*****friday...damn nervous at first...cos first day of work...dunno how lo...scare the ppl there very fierce...later i very blur...bad memory all that will trigger their anger...den die...haha..."p hmm...i drag someone with mi...he sound unwilling...haizz...isn't this wat he suppose to do...haizz...nvm...in the end he pei mi go my workplace...got to noe this girl gina...i also learnt to serve customer-wat to say or do...den after a while jovi came...at first i dunno who she is la...but since she say hi to mi...den i say back lo...after a long while den i realise she is the boss la...who interviewed mi...dotx...bad memory sia...haizz...haha..."p but overall ok ok la...haha..."p*****saturday got to wake up and go work again...hmm...this time scare late la...so go out early...but also reach there early...godness..the shop haven open...so i called lionel and ask him chat wif mi lo...hmm...haizz..hmm...saw many kind of customer today...dotx...got ppl come in jus flip the clothes all that...dotx...den got one auntie...tell her sales item cannot try...but she still put it on while we were busy...dotx...haizz...den got ppl asking for discount as if is our shop lidat...told them fixed price den they even ask us to help them pay sia...godness...haha..."pbut learn alot la...*****sunday...today also saw many kinds of ppl la...haizz...sian man...today de day pass very slow...hmm...dunno y leh...haha..."p today learnt abit of cashier stuff la...but still cant rmb...i got try to memorise the prices after the discount...but...when customer ask mi how much...i will like somehow mind-blank...godness sia...haizz...*****today get to know that...being together with someone for so long may not be out of love...but also a habit...
haizz...now so tire...today very lost...dunno what happen exactly...dun understand the problem statement...haizz...dunno how to survive arh...!!!
hmm...actually there was ut today...but dunno wat happen to the ut client...everyone cannot get in the ut client...thus...ut cancelled...!!!haha..."p cool~ tis is wat the faci who break the news said today...haha..."p
so sad...today rush until like...hmm...actually not as rush as last time la...haha..."p but today nearly get bang down but vehicle again...dotx...dunno wat am i doing la...my heart keep asking my mind to be faster...but my mind say i can manage to get thru...den my leg also dun listen...walk as slow...but i tok as fast...
haizz...now at home very sleepy la...and nervous...cos jus now when attending the pacesetter...which i again help sandy to make up...i'm the artist and she is the model again...haha..."p then...i receive a call by jovi...which is jocelyn boss...boss of charmed collection...if i'm not wrong...
she asked mi if i'm free tml...whether i could be able to work after school anot...hmm...tat's my first day of training...which is my first day working as a sales gal...i am damn nervous now...dunno tml how...dunno sat and sun how???godness...scare i will do wrong things...scare i cannot tahan...godness...scare tis and tat la...whether sat and sun who am i goin to eat my luch and dinner with...all this...but i agree to her...and said tat i can start working tml...godness...haizz...
so i think i hav lesser time to rest...lesser time for gathering with my secondary school frens le...T.T
yesterday went to dental after school...was late though leave early at 3.30pm...think next time must leave at 3 la...haizz...
den was raining...godness...den walk long long way also...hmm...
nearly alight at redhill sia...suddenly dunno where to alight...nearly got lost...
luckily found our way all tat...den reach at 4.45pm whereas the appointment is 4.30pm...but nvm la...the dentist nv scold mi tis time...haha..."p
change my braces colour to bright green...haizz...actually prefer the light green ones...but the dentist say no more already...godness...i plan to have it since last appointment sia...but nvm la...it doesn't matter...haha..."p
sian...now very sleepy...wanna blog also hard...haizz...actually wanna blog long ago de...but...no time...everytime reach home very tire already...wanna slp...like now...dotx...*****sunday went out wif cousins and aunt all..to celebrate my cousin shiYun de birthday...haha..."p long time no see le...so decided to meet up...hmm...went to city hall again...go esplanade suntec and marina again...walk here and there...sweat here and there at the same time...omg...!!!after esplanade we went shop shop...go carrefour...wow...got lots of samples...den also got many things to buy...but no money...must resist from the temptations...after sometimes we went to eat dinner...at changing appetites...eat lots of food...so nice...haha..."p very bloated sia...hmm...also took lots of photos also...but till now i still nv get it...haha..."phaizz...my sis lost her spec at the resturant tat day also...so sad...T.T*****monday i nv go sch...went to sentosa instead...wif gina shuyi lionel n deyu...godness...every thing not plan...nv bring balls...nv bring extra clothes...so cannot play ball...cannot swim...so got sun tanned instead...haha..."p it was raining at first...i only remembered i eat alot of things sia...haha..."p den we took alot of pics...hmm...rmb i we go kou fu eat...den so cold sia...deyu den pass mi a towel...den gina say i cover very dumb...haha..."p den we go buy food...den dunno wat happen...dunno why shuyi took the towel and cover herself...i rmb when we were outside she said she cold...so weird... i so hot lo...haha..."p hmm...den went in to the air-conditional seating place there...den very cold lo...but shuyi nv pass mi the towel...so i take shirt from lionel lo...more dumb...haha..."p the shirt so damn big...i also dun dare to take the towel from shuyi la...so lidat lo...she took the towel till dunno we go where...haha..."p hmm...got a thoughts in my mind sia...is shuyi ... deyu...or...vice versa...haha..."pwent home early...tis time is gina must reach home before her parents...*****today ut...sian...went to sch as usual...haha..."p today i'm the first to reach...hmm...i very hungry today arh...den i noe i kept on eat food de...first break and second break both also got eat...haizz...den eat till no money left...so sad...no money left to save also...haizz...tire arh...wanna go slp le...hope my 'O' level english will pass...pls....
today manage to wake up at 7 something...den change all that...went out abit later den usual...as today no school...but got toks...go for the ce points...haha..."p
dun wat FYP thingy la...haizz...dun understand a single thingy...but i noe...think la...year 3 we also need to do the same thing...like...presenting our ppt in front of other ppl...den other ppl will ask alot of questions...moreover...the english must be there la...dotx...***** end at 1 something...den chiong all the way to mrt...cos meeting gina they all go out...oops...den i forget that sandy take bus de...den walk all the way in the mrt "barrier" there...den return sandy her jacket...haha..."p ***** went all the way to city hall alone....meeting them there...today went to marina...den esplanade...den home...so fast... overall okok la...took alot of pictures...actually very fun at first la...we took alot of funny funny pictures...but the shuyi dun wanna co operate...haiz... den after tat very early go home...also because of shuyi...nid to go home for dinner...haizz... ***** godness...today got quite angry with shuyi la...haizz...
friday worst still lo...dotx...***** morning as usual la...wake up go sch...haizz...den after school reach home...really straight away fall asleep...like pig lo...haha..."p tat's not the main thing lo...the main is that i slp from 6 something to 1 something i think...dotx...so long sia...den go bathe all that... until 3 something am den slp lo...dotx...den slp till 7 something need to wake up for the FYP thingy...dotx...
hmm...feel sleepy sia...T.T tire...big big pimple on my nose again...!!!haizz...last time it takes long long time to heal..tis time...hope faster heal...pls....>.<***** thursday wake up go sch...same old thing la...ooooooo.OOOOO ya hor...after sch got the make up ig practice la...den go with sandy... haha..."p den sandy be my model for the day...as i am the artist for the day...hehe..."p so nice...we learn abt basic make up lo...yeah...den we learn that before we make up...we must clean the face first...den use the moisturiser...dotx...din noe is use that de lo...den still got position de...like massaging the face lidat... after tat we learn to put foundation...correct way of putting it...den eyeliner...and eye shadow...get to do all this for the day onli...so fast 6 something le...so class release... actually tok will be going out and meet sec sch fren...but cancel le...T.T ***** on our way home...saw loga they all..so go join them...they went finding jobs around causeway...thus i follow also...den till 8 something den go home... ***** den reach home very tire already...but still tries to finsh up the rj all that...den i fell asleep till i have sucessfully submit all the stuff...dunno how la...but i somehow submit all that...haha..."p wake up at 1 something...cos haven bathe yet...so went to bathe...den fall back asleep again...haha..."p
*whew* today rains heavily...den shuyi morning msg mi and ask mi whether i still goin sch anot...tat time i still in bed...tok still early...and dun get wat she mean...my mum even call mi and ask mi something...den i see the sky still so dark...so i tok still got time to slp...after i saw my dad waking mi up...i den realise it's already 7.20 lo...omg...
today i slowly slowly prepare...cos contradict lo...wan go sch...cos absent 2 times le...dun wan go...cos raining...godness...but still go la...
today winning team will get to eat ice cream...but...my team nv get to eat la...i also cannot eat...haha..."p hmm...today quite fun la...cos got like competing among other groups...den also...faci promise to dismiss us at 3.30...and she really did la...cos our 3rd meeting is brought forward...if next week also lidat den good lo...cos got detal appointment...haha..."p
today de very difficult la...haizz...godness...never get the thing inside my head...den i also nv participate lo...haizz...dunno wat will i get...for my grades...*****
today go home with shuyi...wait for her lo...cos no one to g with also...loga they all goin orchard...but i ctt la...den...very mafan...and i very tire also...so nv follow...haha..."p
reach home den watch bai fen bai...yesterday wan more funny la...cos today is the competition wan...also funny...but less funny den yesterday de...the funny part is...the rap lo...haha..."p
den very tire...thus went to bed and sleep le...haha..."p*****
tml got ut sia...godness...haizz...
oUr mUsic viDeo
my life is as boring as ever...as bad luck as ever...
today realli bad luck also la...haizz...wake up early today...den get ready...see sandy haven msg mi so i tok still got alot of time la...cos i inside room mah...no clock...haizz...den you noe wat??i suddenly realise the time is already 7.40 something sia...omg..!!den i sms sandy...ask her whether she noe got ut anot...i tok she dunno tat's y...but she say she noe...den she also reach liao...i got shock sia...omg...den hurry go out...while asking sandy why she nv msg mi...haiz..den she say she got lo..."dun believe u check my sent items" and "anyway u should get out by tis time"...omg...she sound angry rite??mayb fed up la...haizz...i not dun believe...but i realli din receive it that time...also...not i nv go out...but...i always wait for her msg den go out mah...
but after i read the sms i feel so kind of guilty and sad la..haizz...sorrie la...*****today's lesson was fun...much more better than last few lessons de...can do mtv today...haha..."p but den also much more challenging la...not enough time to finsh also...haizz...cos really lost at times...and we encounter alot of problem also la...like the video cam all got borrow by ppl...so no choice got to use hp...den dunno where to start...how to link mtv with sports product...also...the hp video we took were vlc i think...den cannot open by movie maker...hohoho...but in the end...manage to solve part of the probs la...not all...cos still not pefect yet...haha..."p*****after sch while going home rains heavily...badluck again...den drench lo...also very hungry...cos whole day doing the mtv thingy...so went to kfc to eat...badluck again...haizz...the chicken dun have the parts that i like...omg...so damn angry...haha..."p still got sia...went home the bus rite...the seat that i choose...haizz...water leaking from the top lo...hohoho...still got leh...reach home den found out the the lappy got alot of virus...omg...!!
why miwhy am i always the wan who need to answhy i need to do such thingsi'm not the eldest but the mid onewhy not the eldest do the jobwhy my eldest sis behave like the youngestwhy am i doin the eldest partwhy everyone likes to ask mi abt wat to cookwat shuld they wearwhy am i the onli ppl responsible to the broadband thingyi'm not the onli one who use iti'm also the victimcan u all stop asking miasking mi the unnecessaryasking mi to ansstop rely on mi cani jus wan a somebodysomebody that let mi rely onsomebody who can help mi decidesomebody who noes how i feelsomebodypls
today lazy wake up...omg...dunno y so tire...wake up le still feel like slping back...haizz...den shoulder so pain lo...haizz...till now...
go wash up...den give ppl wake up call...from 7.30-7.40 i think...dotx...call so many times also no use...the ppl slp like pig...den saw sandy sms...so giv up on the ppl...and go sch lo...damn angry...all effort gone to waste...
today cognitive prob solving again...the hair dresser...haizz...hmm...dunno wat will he do again...haizz...den today jus found out that my holiday still got 1 and a half month away...godness...i tok onli 2 weeks away...but dinno tis is the month of july...not aug...gosh...!!
today only 15 ppl came to attend the class onli sia...so special...i hope lesser...can go home earlier...the best is i 1 ppl...think lidat surely can go home...
omg...!!my eyelid twitch today...no wonder...*****haizz...too tire today...therefore i went home and den went straight to bed...haha..."p haizz...den wake up get scolding...no wonder eyelid twitch...haizz...abt the internet stuff by my daddy...haizz...den i argue back all that...*sob* dun wanna elab le...jus down on luck...
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which wan nicer???
sunday wake up umpteen times...cos dun wanna so early wake up...haizz...sian...so fast sunday lo...den sch start the next day...
first thing first...i managed to finish the novel that melissa lend mi...ooo...finally...borrow so long le...haha..."p haizz...den read until 3 something...online msn awhile...den damn hungry lo...so hurry my mum to buy back my lunch cum breakfast...haha..."p den msn awhile den go out le...but raining sia...so mus bring umbrella...like "typical auntie"...haha..."p
went out to take bus...but got mix up 106 and 61...omg...always lidat...so i called shuyi for help lo...haha..."p den manage to reach there safely...haha..."p
den go timah de pool factor play pool...got addicted to it recently...gina they all add oil to the flame de...haha..."p hmm...but i still play until so "lan" which is very badly...godness..i think this process is very good liao la...cos i jus started to play only...3-4 times ba...
woohoo...i managed to win two round...but lost two round too...but got win is already a great encouragement le...haha..."p
went to eat during the interval..."interval" rite??haha..."p dunno la...but eat yummy yummy stuff...quite ex though...but nice la...
hmmm...went home alone...T.T so sad...
jus being sly...haha..."p
my very very belated b'dae present..
lionel, gina, mi
oops...my face got cut off..we took 2 times but both with my face cut off..it seems fated
lion, na ,mi(a little sleepy)
our reflection
daydream while waiting...haha..."p
oops...lionel got cut off...
three of us...edited ones..
my stupid face
hohoho...came home not long...now feelin sleepy le...dotx...and bloated...jus finshed up a bowl of watermelon...haha..."p*****hmm...went out at about 12.30 today...den first destination is to dhouby xchange...cos...got interview...hmm...reach there at abt 1.30...den walk walk...find where's the shop located...damn scare lo...but still ok la...cos the time haven reach yet...so walk walk...den ask gina and lionel how to say...what must i do...all that...finally...2 pm le...dotx...suddenly so damn nervous...godness...den i tried to call jocelyn...but nobody ans...actually wanna ask her how de...can speak chinese anot all that...but..haizz...den i told myself...no matter wat...jus go in...den lionel push mi to the door...and in i went...introduce myself...the purpose all that...den i jus stand down there and ans her questions...dotx...den sometimes my eyes will look away...den...sometimes will stumble my words...dotx...my interview end really fast...after few minutes only...hmm...i can't rmb wat she say already...hmm...she say...sat go fast east...but...she also ask mi to wait for her call lo...so how??did i get the job???my first one-to-one interview experience ends here...*****den call gina and lionel...they say "so fast ar???"haizz...dunno la...hmm...den we went plaza singapura walk walk...after tat...went to bugis...having lots of fun and laughter on the way to bugis...we went to bugis village...walk walk...den i bought a jeans...which i wanted to have it...since...dunno la...long long time...but...too tight leh...i think i very fat...*sob**tears* dun care...!!i goin to wear it no matter wat...look fat or weird...jus wear...*hmph* *****den went to bugis junction take neoprints...think we were making lots of noise sia...haha..."p godness...den the outcome not too good also...haha..."p hmm...after that need to decorate the neoprints rite??the slow poke lionel slowly decorate...i kept on reminds him but it since like he is in his own world...which nobody can reach him...dotx...den he still got time to play around...press on my side de button...dotx...den finally...no time...even i also dun have the time to decorate finish...cos my time also spent on reminding him of the time...and also scolding him...worrying abt him all that...dotx...den dunno really satisfied with the outcome lo...*****hmm...den nothing left to do...so we went back to plaza singapura again...tis time for dinner already...haha..."p cos plaza singapura den have pizza hut...and i badly wanted to eat the sweet n spicy drumlet...*yummy* yeah...den we spent there for hours...cos...cos...ya la...cos i eat very slow...haha..."p*****oh ya...lionel today gave mi my very very belated birthday present...a black shoes...with big flower and glitters...very "atractive"although it hurts my foot(cos the flower very hard and big)BUTstillthanks alot
hmm...yesterday sch time was passing so damn fast...haha..."p bcos of the holy smoke toks and...oh...the ppt la...must find the supporting evidence..hmm...den actually goin to chao for the first break la...but den...if i chao left 3 ppl onli...cos sven chao liao...*****
hmm...we are really drifting...or to be exact...drifted apart le...nv dare to tok to them like others now...we nv quarel but jus drifted...i also dunno y...mayb dun have the initiative ba...haizz..nvm...undependent is good...some times...some reasons..but it also has it's cons anyway...*****
after school meet shuyi go bukit panjang change bus...den so qiao saw de yu...den go bukit timah with him also...to meet sweeteng they all...
aiyo...den reach liao...cos the place too crowded le lo...all two place crowed...thus...we went to...i think is bukit timah shopping de pool ba...haha..."p omg...den there no ppl...but...we still haven settled down lo...cos they say they hungry...den we went to eat...my energy had also drained...no more strength...ok...den we went opp to eat...
reach le...dunno what to eat...cos too many varienty le...dotx...den need a very long time to decide very long...haizz...waste time again...den i eat very slow...i'm the last to finish...den they keep on saying mi...but nothing goes in my mind la...cos i jus treat them singing...haha..."p
hmmm...den went back to the place...while i calculating the bill thingy...den someone wanna act pro...wanna snatch and calculate the stuff...but end up...u noe...askin mi the price too...dotx...
hmm...den we stood out the pool cum lan place very long...den decided to play...we reached there before at 5 something...but went to eat...den came back at 6 something i think...but 7 something or 8 something den play...godness...
finally we played...and went home at 9 something after that...cos gina's mum need her to be back by 30 minutes...dotx...*****whew...finally...hmm...i guess i have learnt a lesson today la...too many ppl go out also no good...cos very messy...cannot decide fast all tat...haizz...but also having fun la...*****Gina Lim...did ur homework already??*****hmm...goin interview later...so scare...first time one-to-one sia...dunno how la...if nv get tis ob den find other job lo...haha..."p
omg..!! think i am having bad luck now la...jus now when i wanted to submit my RJ that time i suddenly couldn't get connected...internet connection problem...den i try and try...till 11.42 i and my sis rush down...and ran all the way to mac sia...think the kopitiam ppl also think we siao...den when i reach mac is about 11.46 le...those who noe where i stay...should noe...how fast are we...we reach mac for onli 4 mins after sia...
dotx...and u noe wat...mac there also cannot connect to internet...also have problem...godness...haizz...really bad la...den i give up la...cos 12 something le...den we slowly walk home lo...really sia...bad luck lo...all my effort gone down to the drain...i run for nothing...haizz...
i get to noe that i'm not the only ppl having connection prob when i reach home...think singnet got prob la...dotx...not the first time already...haizz...now only hope my fac will understand and will not mark mi down for that...pls...***** yesterday went to watch superman with some classmate la...first time go out with them...before that break even went cause way with them for lunch...dunno they pity mi or wat la...but they really seems friendly... but very hard to communicate with them...all non-chinese...den...my english suck like hell lo...haha..."p ***** today i found out that actually there is a similarity btw my classmate loga and navya...they both really have the same kind of reactions or actions la...dunno how to say properly...ya...they were sociable...smart ppl...den when they like not happy will the laptop or wat will do some very cute actions...haha..."p really similar la...wat loga did really reminds mi of navya...
y no youth day??we still young wat...18 onli...!!!*****haizz...i also forget what i have type just now...my lappy low batt and auto standby...den after that no wireless connection...sian...den nv save wat i type...jus noe that gina mi and sweeteng all not doin well now...regardless of frens or sch works...haizz...dunno why la...mayb we didn't get use to it...or mayb???*****today after sch went to cdans straight...play laser quest with...wow...alot lo...got mi gina sweeteng melo and shuyi...for the guys...dunno who ask de also...got lionel deyu daniel gerald syahid zhihao...and gina's bro and cousin...wohoo...dunno y suddenly so many ppl go sia...so surprise...at first i tok onli got 5 galz onli...*****this few days de group quite okok la...hope everything will be fine for the future...to mi...and my frens...hopes every thing goes smoothly...
where did my optimistic gone towhere is my positive mindi think i havelost themforget themnv get them backnv will they want mi ***** howeveri'll try to get myself true self backthe optimisticpositive mindsetlaughterlameeverything back *****hope i'll rmb themhow i am like last timeget back the feelingsandregain myself from beingso "independent"anti-socialstubbornfoolish ***** everything will be finesooner or later
hmm...today also very late la...late wake up and everything slow...let sandy and jq wait again...still cant take away the image i had from them...which is "tortoise"...sian~
hmm...today is problem solving...the emo hairdresser faci again...today de prob he say easy la...but our group do until like no break sia...last few minutes they den go down grab a bite...den i also not hungry by that time...so i decorate the slides lo...cos everything done and except for that onli...
hmm...today he comment that we shuld elab more on the points but not jus read from the slides la...but...u think i dun wan meh...??jus that my memory really sucks lo...wat i wanna say also cant rmb properly...haiz~ bad memory no good...MOREOVER...the most important thing is that i dunno how to expressed myself in english properly...so if u ask mi not to memorise wat i wanna say...but say wat i wanna say on the on the spot...i'll say sorry...i dunno how to express myself...damn failure sia mi...haiz~
dunno when den can i improve my english...whether issit in writing or speaking...***** tml hope everything went smoothly...and yup...goin to expect for something fun and interesting in the evenings...cos meeting gina they all go play laser quest...haha..."p fun!!!
i'm not in a good moodi am very stress very depresseddunno y i ambut jus feel upsetboring my life is miserableboring my mind is complicateconfusedun even noe wat i am thinking i feel so unsatisfieddownturnagonysucks
haizz...today no program...whole day stay at home...so sian...den ifind things to do...with the photoshop...i done up the decorations...haizz...but still dun really noe hot to use it...oh man...!!
sch starting tml...so fast...so sian...so sad...T.T
pictures take at bugis...
so closed up...ugly also...look fake and fat...T.T
tis wan abit blur..but...i really look weird with big specs...but i like big specs sia...T.T
after the pool and shopping...i went to meet sandy...den we go bugis to shop shop again...haha..."p
first we go bugis junction la...cos mrt station came up is bugis junction already...woohoo...i saw tis nice belt at the edge there...so nice...den i bought it at $13.90...actually wanna buy black colour de...but left onli yellow de...den nvm lo...yellow also nice la...
we went to all the shop...as much as we can la...den saw junxiang(seconday sch fren) and his girlfren sia...so qiao...singapore so small sia...haha..."p
hmm...den i think of aking neoprints...so we go take lo...haha..."p den quene very long sia...dotx...also got some varienty to choose from...headache also...dunno which to choose...but i noe i wanna glitter de...haha..."p hmm...two of them take like not lively also...den i keep askin sandy to be more lively...haha..."p den we wear skirt also...den many actions also cannot do...haha..."p***** after bugis junction...we went to bugis icon...woohoo...i longed wanted to go to tis place le...haha..."p cos nv go there before sia...sandy also first time go there...hmm...all the shop also very small la...den i dun dare to go in and see see...scare the sales girl will follow us all the way...den very awkward...haha..."p there also no lift la...we walk until our leg like kana lemon like tat...suan arh...!!haha..."P but we still jian chi dao di...haha..."p ***** hmmm...den went to bugis street after tat...oh ya...on the way there got 2 ang moh ask us how to go bugis village la...den i think bugis village is bugis street la...so i say jus walk straight can liao la...haha..."p dunno correct anot also... den we continue to shop lo...shop till very gong sia...cos the shops like scattered all around...den dunno which shop go le...which haven...but dun care la...just walk...ya...den i saw tis cute pig...so cute...den i bought it la...the auntie say black left one onli...so i bought it...dunno true anot sia...but jus buy la...haha..."p unfortunately...dotxx...i saw this nice belt that i bought jus now onli sold for $9.90 sia...omg...kana cheated sia...den tis shop also got white and other colour...haizz...so sad sia... ***** after all tis...went to westmall eat le den go home...den reach home at 11 something sia...dotx...shop whole day...so shuang...haha..."p woohoo...!!!
yesterday wake up at 11 something...actually plan to wake up at 10 something...but too tire le...haha..."p lazy mi...*****
hmm...den wake up le...meet shuyi they all go play pool...haha..."p but i dun really noe how to play sia...gina and her bro damn expert lo...aiming so good de...haha..."p den still got theur fren guan zhou...fri nite at msn say he dunno how to play...den go there like the most pro de lo...dotx...den gek gek say dunno how to play...
first round i team with gina...den shuyi team with melo...haha..."p den most of the score is gina play de lo...but last few is i score...den we win the game...after tat...play until sian liao...den anyhow play also...cos all dunno how to play de...den anyhow hit...haha..."p***** after pool we went to eat at the prata shop day...gina order the cheese prata...damn alot lo...so good...last time i order de all so few...not fair...haha..."p but gina eat until very sian...cos alot of cheese...den i order beehoon goreng...alot also...den also quite sweet de...haizz...den i cant finish...wasted sia... ***** after our lunch we went to lot 1...guess wat???got sales sia...at ip zone...haha..."p den we hear some auntie say faster go snatch...haha..."p den we also follow in to see...haha..."p den we also copy the auntie...say "faster go snatch"...den we also went in to buy the clothes...haha..."p den i spent alot sia...haizz...my saving ig getting lesser and lesser le...T.T
hmm...today...dun feel like goin sch...cos...friday le...but...still drag my feet to sch...den today is maths n computing module...pass few weeks all learn abt vb codes...today finally is maths le...abt probability...however...as usual...dunno wat to do la...change to new grp today...no comments la...
last minute den finsh up everything...the ppt all tat la...really clueless abt wat to do...my brain totally blank sia...dotx...haizz...dunno la...think my brain slow down le...really misses my secondary sch life la...at least understand wat the teacher is teaching all that stuff la...haizz...
today nv fall asleep in the mrt...haha..."p trying to keep my eyes wide open till my station...*****jus get my hair done...turn it into black colour...ooo...gothic...but...i still not use to it...haha..."p weird la...
