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Friday, September 29, 2006
12:34 AM

Although i got to score well in maths last time, they are jus the past. Today's module is maths, and it's about probability. I am the only one that is damn blur with it. GOODNESS!!!

WHAT HAPPEN???I don't know what actually happen to me...issit that i slag too much??or maybe it also a combination of A maths which i did not get to learn it in my secondary school???or it's jus an excuses for me to feel better??

till now i'm still damn blur abt it, or maybe should i put it in this way, maths are full of contradiction today, which does not make sense to me.


Thursday, September 28, 2006
1:46 AM

today at school, quite okay overall. Time flew fast, quite lost eventually, but alright. We have a lesson on science, and our group's objective for the day is to touch on cholestrol. My team members are quite efficient. Come to think back of it, as if i did not contribute anything, and also can't recall what i shared.

Feel quite lost, and quiet today. Maybe cause i'm lost thus i'm quiet or...dunno. Don't feel like chatting maybe cause i have nothing to say, or, too concentrate on the biology thing???Possible??

Okay, gonna sleep. I'm not excited about tomorrow. Don't ask me why, because me myself also don't really know the answer.


Tuesday, September 26, 2006
10:35 AM

SIAN..i dun like today's group...

we jus plan to do the ws after i come back from bazzar, but guess what, they finish it themselves. I dun think i can get good grades today again. With the faci around, they did this to me, moreover, what i say did not go into their ears.

Haiz...had that feeling again. SO DAMN LEFT OUT...!!!


FEEL AS IF BEING BACKSTABBED BY THEM...!!!


1:19 AM

Today, 3rd day of studying in the new class, wif new classmates and faci. Doing skit today, damn nervous, especially after having some embarassment during the rehearsal time.

But overall in class was quite okay, hope i won't be able to get a C. Actually i personally think that the faci keep shotting mi, cos i'm not participative enuff. Thus, during the last 2 groups, which i was trying to salvage my grades, by asking questions and giving comments to them.

I though everything will be sail smoothly, but things are unexpected.

I though we are so stable, no more quarels, which means that, he understand me, know what i want and dislike. However, i really dun understand why human being, knows what is wrong, and yet they do it. In this case is know what will agitate mi and yet he continued to do his way.

And whatever it is, i came to come to a conclusion that, "good times don't last".


Sunday, September 24, 2006
10:03 PM

another boring sunday, never go out. So damn boring. However, i had done up a online shop- blogskin, template and every other thing. Except uploading the stuff that my shop is selling.

Quite satisfied with the blogskin actually. Can said i did it by myself la. Cos i took the template of a blog skin, den change the pic, adjust the width all that by myself. Hmm...and of cos with some help from my sis, it is becos she also part of the owner of the shop, as she is the one who ask mi to make de.

And, i'm buying some stuff online too. Cos i onli get to pay 5 dollar and the rest is paid by my sister. WUAHAHA...

hmmmmm....so...do check up "our" online shop at eillia-divine.blogspot.com ...haha..."p
but when i update with stuff la...now nothing.UNLESS you wanna see my blogskin...YEAH..!!


Saturday, September 23, 2006
1:47 PM

Finally weekend has arrive, but i totally have no ideas about where to go. Another boring day.

yesterday was alright, but the problem statement was damn hard. I dun really understand what is it about. However, i think that i am quite enthusastic yesterday. Got talk to team mates, and we are also capable to side track a lot instead of getting the work done.

well, hope today will be good.


Friday, September 22, 2006
12:04 AM

haiz, dunno wat happen jus now, damn weird. Firstly, haven even reach home, mum call and scold, which she will not do this usually. Then reach home, hear father and mum quarel. After that, is my turn to get scolding from father, becos i place my bag on the sofa. Next, me and father quarel, cos i am damn pissed off, haven even reach home, a very tiring day for me also-first day of sch cum after tat still got bazzar, still get scolding. ALSO, this hasn't been the end of scolding yet...

forget it, dun feel like elaborating it, damn long; and to summaried it, jus scoldings after scoldings after a tiring day for nothing.


today went to the right class, not as expected. it is becos i tok i'll "blur blur" got into the wrong class.

okay, well, everything was, normal. Got into the right class, sit in the rite group, tok to the right teammates. The only weird things was, everyone was so not close to each other. I feel damn, lonely, even there's "classmate" sitting beside or rather around me.

I doubt that i'll be able to interact and make frens with my "classmate", dun ask mi why, becos i also not very sure, it's jus a very wierd feeling that i had. Hopefully i'm wrong la.


Thursday, September 21, 2006
1:50 AM

school reopen tml, damn nervous now; becos is at w3, which i dun even noe where it is. oh ya, my new class is w34a.

been to sentosa yesterday, now got sunburn, damn pain sia. think going to bring smaller bag, so as to reduce the pain on my back. now my skin got more tan, also, red. goodness, dunno what will happen tml; during break, and presentation.

previously also went to shop; and now i'm damn broke; however, this is not the thing i'm goin to say. the thing is, i actually spent 4 hrs- frm midnight till 4 something, on pool. damn tire, but fun. long time no night life, at last!

oh ya, jus now justin teach mi how to see my classmate pic, guess wat, i saw my pri sch classmate pic. haha, dunno if she still rmb mi not, but i gonna ask her, tml.

gota sleep early, but i noe i won't be able to fall asleep.


Sunday, September 17, 2006
1:17 PM

finally done up the blogskin, but, not very satisfied with it. The skin like not really blend well. However, this is the first skin that i design, and with the help of mimi and her boyfriend to make it a blogskin. Thanks.


Friday, September 15, 2006
6:08 PM

Today, damn damn damn boring, I hate my life; it was meaningless.


6:01 PM

Yesterday, quite boring. Nothing better to do, so thinking of using that time to do my blogskin, as my friend say she will help me to count all the length width thingy. I wish to learn how to, but, don't get the chance to, thus, ask her for help.

After that, in the late night, went to kbox with sandy, so excited. As only the two of us, hence we get to hold on to the mic for the whole night throughout. Although it is not as lively as if there's many people, but I had my fun.


5:28 PM

long time never blog already, so now, keep my blog update. I think i had blogged till saturday, so now, sunday, went to sentosa with people which i don't know. Quite nervous; excited, but overall okay. Was prepare to "swim" actually, but did not. Get to play captain ball and basket ball with them. Moreover, i also get to know lots of people and get to eat sakae sushi. A tiring and memorable day i think.

Then, for monday to wednesday, i had pacesetter camp, and i went with sandy. At first I thought it will be quite boring, but still excited. As i rarely get to go camps- because my friend are quite less-enthusastic for such matter.

Before eveything gets to begin, i once thought of giving up: not going for the camp, it is due to the heavy bags that i got to carry, and the long journey to tampines.

however, everything was quite smooth, got to bbq, noe new friends from pacesetter, play with them. We got to play laser quest like game at the chalet, it was quite fun; exclude the mosqitoes and red ants bites part. Also, above of this, we get to play food chain(shi zi lu kou) in geylang. It was damn fun. Additionally, my group with sandy and xinting and the leader won the game, the fastest group to finish, due to sandy's effort on the running part.

Overall the game was quite fun.


Saturday, September 09, 2006
9:16 PM

A boring saturday I had, so decided to blog. Just get to do lots of stuff except doing compre, which a friend of mine keep on nagging me on doing. Maybe too lazy, but i really can't find my ten year series.

I had change my blog's song, edit some photos and are uploaded. Chat with friends, reply messages, and read people's blog. Suddenly, I recalled this someone. This person had left a very deep impression in my mermories. He is quite unusual; only talk to girl that is single. When he told me that, I feel insulted- maybe this word is too strong. Actually quite concern about how his doing now, but i never get to ask after he told me that. Hope this person is alright, studying well.

Also, get to see people's blog. Their english are superb, hope I could have their brains, thus I will be able to score well in my 'O's. Till now I am still as lazy as before, and I only have about 2 months left to my exam.


Friday, September 08, 2006
11:54 PM

And for today, I went for sourcing- bazaar stuff. Need to check up with the price of the product that we are going to sell, and also the consignment stuff, so met up today with loga and mira.

Actually we agreed to meet up at 11 am at first, however, we were all late. Worst of all is that, i got to reach at 11.3o and they reach at 12 something going to 1, or even worst.

Luckily, my close friend and her boyfriend's team were having a basketball match down there, if not, i can't even imagine what i might do; maybe turn bonkers.

After all this sourcing stuff, i went to orchard with loga in order to get my pay. Was damn nervous at first, due to imagining of the awkwardness i would faced. But afterall is alright.

I don't why she still can be as per normal. Maybe she had experience it lots of time. Or maybe, she is "wearing a mask" even before i get sack on facing me. I don't know; hope to understand; and i knew that i can't. This world is damn complicated. Not easy to understand.

oh ya, who still keeping their english o level TYS???can give it to me, because i can't find mine...T.T and i need it.


11:43 PM

*whew..*

It has been awhile since i blogged. Time flews, hoilday ending soon. What did I do during this few days? How come I couldn't remembered them clearly?

Okay, I got to see what i last blogged first.

Yes, till wednesday, which i am hopping to go to the sentosa trip. But in the end, i did'nt go. And because of this, i got scolding from navya. Sad. I did not did it on purpose, but, I have no money. Forget it. No point explaining too.


Quite regret for not going to the trip-can't meet up the friends. Sad. However, i went to kbox at night; having ladies night promotion. Got to sing lots of songs; don't know lots of song. Quite happy; unhappy.


Wednesday, September 06, 2006
1:46 AM

Irwin pulled barb out of chest before death

SYDNEY (Reuters) - Fatally injured "Crocodile Hunter" Steve Irwin pulled a stingray's serrated barb from his chest before he lost consciousness and died, his manager said on Tuesday as fans worldwide mourned the exuberant naturalist.
Hundreds of fans placed flowers outside his Australia Zoo in Queensland state and wrote messages on khaki shirts, part of his trademark uniform, as Irwin's body was flown home after Monday's freak diving accident off Australia's northeast coast.
Officials offered Irwin's grieving family a state funeral while news of his death on the Great Barrier Reef clogged Internet news sites and ground some Web sites to a halt.
Police have been handed footage taken as Irwin, 44, filmed what was to be his last documentary. It shows him swimming above a stingray when it lashed out and speared him in the heart with its barbed tail, manager John Stainton told reporters.
"He pulled it out and the next minute he's gone," he said.
"The cameraman had to shut down. It's a very hard thing to watch because you're actually witnessing somebody die ... it's terrible," Stainton said.
Police said it appeared Irwin was just watching the ray.
"There is no evidence that Mr Irwin was intimidating or threatening the stingray," Queensland police spokesman Mike Keating told reporters.
Marine experts say stingrays can deliver horrific, agonizing injuries from the toxin-laden barbs, which can measure up to 20 cm (8 in) in length and cause injuries like a knife or bayonet.
"It's not the going in that causes the damage, it's the coming out where those deep serrations kind of pull on the flesh, and you end up with a very jagged tear which is quite a pronounced injury," said Dr Bryan Fry, deputy director of the Australian Venom Research Unit.
FLIRT WITH DEATH
Australian Prime Minister John Howard interrupted parliament on Tuesday to pay tribute.
"He was a genuine, one-off, remarkable Australian individual and I am distressed at his death," Howard told parliament.
"We mourn his loss, we're devastated by the tragic circumstances in which he has been taken from us and we send our love and prayers to his grieving family," he said.
Film star Russell Crowe praised Irwin as the "ultimate wildlife warrior."
Irwin's zoo kept its gates open Tuesday despite his death.
"He would have been kicking our butts if we decided to close the zoo. It's a great chance for people to go in and see his crocodiles, see what he loved," zoo worker Louise Martin said.
Environmental documentary maker Ben Cropp said Irwin was swimming alongside a bull stingray, probably weighing around 100 kg (220 lb).
Stingrays are normally placid and only attack in self-defense. But Irwin's cameraman was filming in front of it and it probably became frightened and lashed out.
Stainton said the cameraman only became aware of the attack when he noticed Irwin bleeding.
Millions had seen Irwin flirt with death many times as he stalked and played with crocodiles, sharks, snakes and spiders. Stainton said he was struggling to come to terms with the fact that a stingray had killed his friend.
"He just seemed to have a charmed life," Stainton said.
Known for his catchphrase "Crikey" during close encounters with animals, Irwin made almost 50 documentaries which appeared on the cable TV channel Animal Planet.
U.S.-based television company Discovery Communications, which produces Animal Planet, said it would set up a conservation fund in honor of Irwin. It said the footage of Irwin's fatal dive might never be broadcast.
Irwin's documentaries attracted a global audience of some 200 million people, many of them in the United States, and fans from Guam to Glasgow jammed Web sites and news blogs. Many asked how they were to explain Irwin's death to their children.
"Why did it have to be Steve Irwin," 11-year-old Daniel told Australian Associated Press.
(Additional reporting by Michael Perry in SYDNEY)


http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20060905/people_nm/australia_irwin_dc_12


1:27 AM

Steve Irwin killed by stingray


Television personality and environmentalist Steve Irwin has died from a stingray wound while filming off north Queensland.
Friends believe he may have died instantly when struck by a stingray as he filmed a sequence for his eight-year-old daughter Bindi's new TV series.
Irwin's friend of 20 years, Ferre De Deyne said Irwin had been struck by the stingray while filming. "The stingray just happened to be swimming around and out of the blue whacked his tail at him," he said.
"It is absolutely tragic. I have dived so many times with stingrays and they are usually very placid things," he said.
Known worldwide as the Crocodile Hunter, 44-year-old Irwin was famous for his enthusiasm for wildlife and his catchcry "Crikey!"
'Non-survivable injuries'
Irwin had been filming a new documentary called Ocean's Deadliest with friend and manager John Stainton at Batt Reef, off Port Douglas about 11am.
"He came over the top of a stingray and the stingray's barb went up and went into his chest and put a hole into his heart," Mr Stainton said.
"It's likely that he possibly died instantly when the barb hit him, and I don't think that he ... felt any pain.
"He died doing what he loved best."
Irwin was pulled aboard his research vessel, Croc One, for a 30-minute dash to Low Isle, where a Queensland Rescue Helicopter had been summoned, his Australia Zoo said in a statement.
The crew of the Croc One performed constant CPR during the voyage to Low Isle, but medical staff pronounced him dead about noon.
"It became clear fairly soon that he had non-survivable injuries," said Dr Ed O'Loughlin, who treated Irwin at the scene.
"He had a penetrating injury to the left front of his chest.
"He had lost his pulse and wasn't breathing." Dr O'Loughlin said it appeared Mr Irwin had suffered a "form of cardiac arrest" but a post-mortem examination would be conducted in Cairns.
Body flown to Cairns
Mr Irwin's body was flown to a morgue in Cairns, where stunned family and friends were gathering tonight.
His American-born wife Terri was told of her husband's death while on a walking tour in Tasmania, and tonight returned to the Sunshine Coast with her two children, Bindi Sue, 8, and three-year-old son Robert Clarence, usually known as Bob, 3.
The Irwins married in 1992 - the same year Irwin made a one-off documentary, The Crocodile Hunter, which later became a world-famous TV series and movie.

Mr Stainton said the accident happened after bad weather halted filming for the new documentary series.
During the break, Irwin had been shooting footage for his daughter Bindi's upcoming TV series, Mr Stainton said.
"He said 'I might just go off and shoot some segments for Bindi's show, just stuff on the reef and little animals'.
"I just said fine, anything that would keep him moving and keep his adrenalin going.
"The next thing I heard on the radio was there was a medical emergency, the little dinghy he was in was bringing him back with the crew.
"Everyone tried absolutely tirelessly to revive him to keep him alive, we cut dinghies loose and made it post haste to Low Isle where we knew the chopper would be able to get in, but I think it's possible he probably died at 11am."
Stingray deaths 'quite rare'
Irwin's death was one of only a handful of known stingray deaths in Australian waters.
When asked if he had ever heard of anyone dying from a stingray barb, Matthew Hurley, general manager of Quicksilver Group, whose company has taken tours to Low Isles for 26 years, said: "No, definitely not. "We've never heard of or been involved with anything like that."
Ross Coleman, acting director at at University of Sydney Institute of Marine Science, told smh.com.au it was "quite rare" for someone to die from contact with a stingray and he couldn't recall hearing of another incident.
Stingrays were "dangerous if provoked", he said. "As a recreational diving instructor you hear of people getting injured by standing on them ... but they rarely die."
A professional scuba diver who raised the alarm about Irwin's tragic accident said he may still have been alive when he was taken from the water.
Professional diver Pete West was on board a boat close to scene of the attack when it happened. He said Mr Irwin's party asked him to alert authorities to the medical emergency.
"We were the closest boat to the area and they stopped by to tell us, we raised the alarm while they took him back to his own boat," Mr West told the Seven Network.
Asked if Mr Irwin was alive when they got him on his own boat, Mr West said: "I believe so."
"He was doing what he did best and unfortunately today he wasn't quick enough."
'The zoo will go on'
Irwin's wife Terri would not close down the zoo, predicted Jim Dalrymple, whose local irrigation firm helped maintain the water supplies to Irwin's Australia Zoo in Beerwah on Queensland's Sunshine Coast.

The zoo is the biggest local employer with 550 staff, Mr Dalrymple said.
"I managed an irrigation business in Beerwah and had occasions where I served Steve personally.
"Terri would ring to say Steve was on his way down to the shop, can you stay open. It was usually on a Saturday afternoon when Steve needed something and got caught short. He was always so thankful.
"I think the zoo will go on," said Mr Dalrymple, who also owns the local Beerwah Motel.
"I don't think Terri would let it close down. She's too passionate to change Steve's wishes. But he's irreplaceable."
'True to the core'
Mr De Deyne, the managing director of the Big Kart Track which is located close to Australia Zoo, said he had counted Irwin as a friend for 20 years.
"I've lost a dear frend. This is absolutely tragic news for me," he said.
Mr De Deyne said he had first met Irwin in 1985 in a restaurant in Coloundra. He described him as a "regular guy" who would often come in for a bite to eat.
"This guy was true to the core. He was big and alive and had a total commitment to everything he was doing.
"You will never ever find a guy with more passion about the environment or the conservation of wildlife. He put Australia on the world map and did the same for Queensland and the Sunshine Coast.''
'Nothing would ever scare Steve'
Irwin's manager John Stainton admitted he always feared that Steve Irwin would meet his "demise" while working with the wildlife he loved.
But he said although Mr Irwin got into plenty of "close shaves" with his antics involving various dangerous animals over the years, his star charge never feared death.
Mr Stainton admitted he "always" feared that this day would come during their 20-year association.
"You think about all the documentaries we've made and all the dangerous situations that we have been in, you always think 'Is this it, is this a day that maybe is his demise?'," he said in Cairns today.
"We've been in some pretty close shaves.
"(But) nothing would ever scare Steve or would worry him. He didn't have a fear of death at all."
Discovery Channel suspends 'Crocodile Hunter'
The Discovery and Animal Planet TV networks - which produced Irwin's programs - suspended broadcasts of the Crocodile Hunter series across its networks this afternoon.
"Discovery Networks International and Animal Planet International mourn the loss of Steve Irwin, the world's Crocodile Hunter, " the broadcasters said in a statement.

"Steve was beloved by millions of fans and animal lovers worldwide and was a true friend to Discovery Networks.
"He was also one of the world's most passionate conservationists. His loss will be felt for many years to come.
"As a mark of respect to Steve and his family, all programming featuring Steve has been temporarily suspended from the Animal Planet scheduleā€.
Trouble over croc feeding with son
Irwin won a global following for his daredevil antics but also triggered outrage in 2004 by holding his then one-month-old baby while feeding a snapping crocodile at his Australian zoo.
Foreign Affairs Minister Alexander Downer, who used a photograph of his family at Australia Zoo for his official Christmas card last year, hailed Irwin for his work in promoting Australia.
Irwin was heavily involved in last year's "G'Day LA'' campaign.
"The minister knew him, was fond of him and was very, very appreciative of all the work he'd done to promote Australia overseas," a spokesman said.
The Crocodile Hunter program was first broadcast in 1992 and has been shown around the world on cable network Discovery.
Irwin came 20th last year in BRW magazine's top 50 entertainers.
The magazine said the hugely popular Crocodile Hunter spent most of 2005 filming and launching his new television series, New Breed Vets, to appear on the pay-TV channel Animal Planet.
In February, Irwin received an award from Tourism Australia for his contribution to tourism.
Over the last 12 months, he has also expanded his Australia Zoo wildlife park on the Sunshine Coast.
Pop star Justin Timberlake last month recalled visiting the zoo on his Australian 2004 tour.
"I know he got a lot of flak, but there's something in that dude's blood, he's like one of those animals," Timberlake told the Courier Mail newspaper.
"We got in the cage and he said, 'I want to show you how the crocs hunt.' All of a sudden it pops out of the water, we jump back, it came up on the land and he saw how its temperament was and he told us to step back.
"He's like Dr Dolittle, for real. He knows what those crocodiles are thinking."
- with AAP


http://www.smh.com.au/news/national/steve-irwin-killed-by-stingray/2006/09/04/1157222051512.html


1:18 AM

had been to swimming, kbox and east coast this few days, in order to keep myself occupied during the days that i took leave, However, I think, partly because of this, i got sack.

maybe because i too many days never go work, or my poor performance, i've got sack today. No choice, but to be sad. I don't know why, i felt as if i got backfired. I told my full-time that, if she is not satisfied with my performance, then tell me, i could pass my resignation letter to the boss. However, she said "NO", she want me to stay. And now, she gave me hope, and burst it. She actually send me a sms say "thx for ur help, you no nid to work anymore as we had enuff ppl already, come to take ur cheque on fri". I really dunno how i should feel. I felt so embarrassed, humilated, backstabbed, sad.

Maybe, salesgirl is not my cup of tea, or, i'm just down on my luck man.

First time got sack, my feelings damn complicated.

*haiz*

although i wanted to resign even before this, but i still feel quite sad. Headache for the time being.

Maybe i'm superstitious, maybe it's true. Everytime an actor or someone that is famous died, something bad will happen to me. Like for today, i got sack because Steve Irwin died the day before.


12:45 AM

long time nv update my blog...so...

That day, celebration of teacher's day, we finally got the time to meet up each other. Gina, Swee Teng, Melo and other 5N ppl also went.

We got to see Ms Seah, Mrs Chua, Ms Ng and all. My memory had become worst. I can't get to remember what had happened that day in school-headache.

After that, we went to have our breakfast cum lunch, at mac. Also, shu yi got to meet us after our meals, and we went to take neoprints after that.

Actually the day we spent could be longer, but, i've got dental appointment on that day, thus a bit rush.

I've got to change my braces colour to orange, bright colours. And got to tighten my teeth- will have eating difficulty this few days man.


Friday, September 01, 2006
1:44 AM

I am damn sad now, and i feel like crying; no, i'm crying now. I feel so sad and angry, why can't every thing just goes as planned smoothly?Why can't people do what they say; no last minute call off; everything is organise properly?

I really hate bazzar from this point onwards. They are really disorganise; even though is not their fault, but they make me lose 169 bucks for nothing. All the things that I had did for this bazzar event- KRUNK @ sentosa, had all gone down to waste.

I planned to wear bikini on that day, so went to bugis alot of times to check up for the 10 dollar bikini. But all the trips i went, the shop still closes, including today. As tomorrow is the event, I got to buy it today, and thus I bought a 69 bucks bikini out of rashness. I had been regretting of buying it straight after i bought it- I think that for a bikini, 69 bucks doesn't worth it; moreover, I really get the chances to use it.

And the worst has yet to come, the bazzar's seniors used only a message to strike off my name from the list. This is really irresponsible. I make sacrifices- taking two day off my work, and also bought bikini for that event, and all I get is, "you do not have to go for the sentosa event". Can you feel how i feel????I was like an angel falling from heaven to hell. Additonally, i felt that even the shower was also making fun of me, as the water supply suddenly stop for a while

For this event, i make sacrifices. I took two day off my work, and this declines me from earning 100 bucks. Also, due to the time constraint, I bought a bikini rashly, and regretting it even more now.

Upon hearing this, I am damn angry, I felt as if I was cheated. To someone who really against in using vulgar languages actually used it. And people still ask you to put yourself in others shoes while did the 'others' put themselves in our shoes? This may be too selfish, but I can only feel myself, getting hurt, cheated, right now.