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Thursday, July 29, 2010
1:17 AM

I have arrived in Singapore, mixed feelings. So lost. Even lost because I have no idea what is with me, what I brought over and all.

Really really grateful for people who helped me packed my luggage when I'm gone (wasted). AHAHA. OMG, that was disastrous. Well, a very big thank you to Adrian, someone whom I know for less than a month, but we both clicked quite well. Wanted him to be my brother, but, he rejected me. =/ Well, I seriously am very grateful to meet this friend, hopefully our friendship last. Promise is meant to be FULFILL okay!! ahahaha. Thanks Thanks Thanks, a million thanks is not even enough for me to show my gratitude to him. My nanny for graduation, very sweet fellow who helped me carrying my stuff, took pictures and gave me a cute little scholar bear, with uq logo, for graduation. =DD

Also, secondly, this housemate of mine, know her through friend's friend, helped me in packing my luggage too. =DD Thank you Weiqi housemate. =DD AHaha, though there were funny parts which I would rather keep to myself now, regarding some mixing up of clothes. AHAHA. But a very big thank you to her too. She has been really nice person, we both clicked well too. And I hope friendship don't end here aite. =DD Thanks for helping me with my luggage, and bringing back my stuff, and bathing too, right? AHAHAHAH.

And last but not least, people who are there to see the whole procedure, and whom I am suppose to meet for dinner, Mr Sean and Mr Gavin. And thank you Gavin for driving me there, and both of you in sending me off. =DD

I am seriously blur, from where I check in, to where I touch down. =/ And so many handful of luggage in hand, can't even breathe properly when holding them. =/ Well, all in all, the main important thing is that I have arrived Singapore safely, hate alcohol already, and get most of my stuff flew down with me. (Thanks thanks again for helping me to pack.)

I've got seriously pissed off with some little stuff. Yeah, I know it's little stuff, and I shouldn't get angry with, but then again, it's just a little stuff, and I just need a few fingers (not even a hand). Somebody whom I barely know them for weeks helped me so much, but somebody whom I know for years, just a little stuff hurt me so much. There is probably some misunderstanding, I seriously hope. But what makes me angry the most is the answer I got before I take off, the part where I said, since there are some mixing up, and I got to helped to bring your stuff over accidentally, why not you help me bring some stuff over too. And the answer that I got was, "no, it's not as though I asked you to help. And my luggage were full too." Left me speechless for a moment. Do I still know you?

Maybe because of something that makes you unhappy, and parents are pressurizing you. And I am not as understanding, I should say, but I think I had missed out seriously big part of you, and makes me feel so distant with you, you know. I hope, and I don't think you are that kind of person with different personalities right. I just hope it's a huge misunderstanding between all these issues. Sorry, I know you have been through a lot more than I am, and it's selfish for me to be angry about this small matter. (Or maybe from your point of view, I am seriously selfish, annoying, and troublesome? I hope it's not about some money issues that got us this way.) But, I seriously don't understand what is going on, with things, with you, and me. Things change, but I think, isn't this way too fast? This is not you, I know.

Blaa, anyways, first night out, dinner date with shuyi, sweeteng, gina, melodie and jx, with my mum tagging. LOL. Hmmm, dinner wasn't as great, due to the food weren't as good as I remembered. =/ Well, but the accompanies were great. It's nice to have dinner once in a while with people so dearest to you. All are working adults, except for Ms Gina, who still claim herself as a full time student, and part time working. AHAHA. Well, I can see some changes in few, and the old in most, but still everyone is still as sweet. =DD More stories to update me okay. I wanna get filled in everything.

Oh, and, my skin, seriously bad uh. =/ There were lots of comment regarding that. My dearest skin, can you please be good, and not be haywired? Please, please, find back your old stable self please?? =/

Arghhhhhhh, more to unpack. And more to pack for my thailand trip too. Singapore is seriously hot, OMG!!!