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Tuesday, May 02, 2006
sImpLe yEt cOmpLicAted 12:57 AM

haizz...dun really noe wat exactly happen today...haizz...everything was so sudden...our temper our 'stubbornness' and 'unsureness'...haizz...everything so stupid so idiotic so saddening...dotx...my eyes were swollen now...dun whether will be fine tml(later) anot...haizz...

issit settled??no idea...i dunno everything tat i wanna noe...i dun even noe how to find the answers...tis is not like school's problem solving...i can't find answer online...i'm lost...all lost...i still feel sad...i still feel very awkward...i still feel tat everything changed...i really dunno wat to do...anyone...??anyone care to direct mi??haizz...

haven eat my dinner...but not hungry also...dunno why...i think i can feel anything but sadness now...even though u said it's settle...but...i still think...we haven solve it...but...u think yes...den yes ba...i also dunno wat to do anyway...

why i keep expect for something tat won't be expected??haizz...u would do it last time...but not now...think...never again...but...i still hope for it...why am i so stupid??so stubborn...so...hopeless??useless??haizz...u really won't do it le arh??will u??do u get my msg??haizz...i hope i'm dead...so tat i need not suffer anymore...but who noes??haizz...so complicated...i dun wish to be sad anymore...can anyone grant my wishes??i wanna be happy...i must be happy...haizz...y can people has tis type of power tat will understand wat people wan...and gives them...so tat there won't be any disappoint...no sadness...

i'm so stupid...so naive...so gullible...really foolish to hope tat i will have a 'live happily ever after' ending...everyones also hope for it...but...