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hmm...still very tire laterly...dunno why...issit because of working??i seems to be tire of working already...how can i??i just get to work for a couple of weeks only and now...i get tire of it??i dunno y...at the first few days...i was so excited abt it...and even...cant wait to go for work...but now??*****
i am really very tire already...i realised that...the more i work the more i'll spent my money...haizz...my mum destroy my favourite clothes again...the more i buy...the more she will destroy...why issit so???god...are you playing tricks on mi??have i offended god??i noe...my mum will ask mi to wash the clothes myself if i dun wanna her to destroy anymore clothes...but...i work...i buy...i wash...this will get bring me to hospital...cos..i wont be able to take...now idun even have time for sufficient rest...and now...if you still wan mi to wash my clothes...i think...i wont be able to take it...***** i 've been working...studying...skip school...and using photo shop all this while...i dunno why i have been so lazy laterly...am i truely lazy???or really wear off... all this while...i also read a book...i cant really rmb the title...but is something like "not that into you"...it teaches us...the female...to be confident abt our...and states that we can deserve better...its also abt guys...mayb to tell us their underlying message from their action...how they treat us...means how much they like dislike love or hate us... and this book really make mi think...whether he really like mi??goodness...all his actions show how much he heck abt mi...he nv call mi...give promises...all this...truely shows that he is just not into me...*tears* as the books says that if the guy is really into u...den he will surely rmb to call u...no matter how busy he was...he will surely find sometime for it... i am quite bothered abt what the book says...mayb it is true...but i kept on telling myself that mayb he is different from other guy...thus the book was untrue abt him...however...i dunno whether am i deceiving myself...just to let myself feel better by saying all this...or...haizz... also...jus now went to mimi's blog...he say abt guys giving promises to his girlfren...and says i love you to them...but after they break...both move on...and gives and says the same promises and words again...and the promise and the 3-lettered word they say previously...were all..."in their heart"...quite true la...this is rather irony...but compare to my boyfriend...he dont even dare to give mi promises...if you were mi...how will you feel???*hurts* and ya...i even got some lecture from my fren...about my boyfren thingy...he ask mi to wake up...but i really dunno how...dunno what to do...how to do to not regret...not sad...and not cry like last time...
