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Wednesday, August 09, 2006
10:22 AM

hmmm...now really long long long de long time no blog le...longer than the previous wan...haiz...dunno la...lazy??or??dunno dunnoo dunno...i am always indecisive...and i hate it...!!!

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okay...i stop at thursday...so now...friday...quite fun at school la...cos only play games den can get A le...haha..."p hmm...also early dismiss...can go orchard walk walk with loga nurul n aminah...but no much walk...cos they watchin lakehouse...den at 5.10 i think...so go buy the fried mars at the CHIPPY store...finish eating den go le...aei...??oh ya...i leave at 5...haha..."p cos working at 5 la...
den late a little...but nvm...go shop...sian...serve customer all tat la...got go buy wat lionel recommend...the cheese hotdog and marsh potato...den share with "gina" goh-my full time de...haha..."p now got two gina in my life...hmm...den i ate the cheese hotdog...the cheese accidentally spilled to the floor...haha..."p funny and scare...den hurry clean it...
saw sandy they all also at far east...den sandy so bad...make fun of me...so called messed up the thing like i usually do...haha..."p
went home alone...cos sandy they all go ah ma house first...
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saturday went to work as usual...den after work tok can go find him and his frens to eat steamboat...so i called him...and he kind of forget...and now i noe is purposely wan...he ask mi to go home and sleep sia...dotx...wat he say earlier all invaild already...before tat he say can go find him after work and eat steamboat with them...haizz...the hatred and disappointment begins...
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sunday rarely no work today...den ask him accompany mi to go out...shop shop...cos i wanna buy long sleeve shirt...den he dun wan...say he lazy...den i ask sandy to accompany mi out...den after tat my sis say i can go with her to pool...den...i in dilemma again...goodness...must make decision...
i end up goin with sandy...cos my sis plan changed...quite sad...den i cried at the bus...lucky got sunglass to cover...haha..."p
reach there...really shop till i drop lo...i spent over 100 dollars in a day man...so much...haiz...den somemore i bought a 29.90 shirt at 36.90 sia...sandy also...haizz...
damn angry and sad sia...he dun wanna accompany mi...
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mon i started to ignore him...and i very very sad la...cry in class...for stupid reason...after school went to causeway with mimi nurul and aminah...go banquet eat again...den shop for present...
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tue...things get worst...after sch went to causeway eat wif fren...den after tat go meet him...as he say he wanna bring mi to someplace for apologise...and we went to esplanade to see the fireworks...we manage to squeeze ourselves to the front...
i was damn angry...he say he wanna apologise...but he nv say any sorry word...and nv even give mi a promise tat he wont do again...and his excuses are...he cant predict the future...so he dun wanna give mi promise...he say he scare he might break it...thus...this show that i have no assurement...also...he is not sincere enuff...and he shows tat he could have do this again in the future so he dun wanna promise...
den after the fireworks we went to lau pat sat there to eat...we order alot of things...den end up left 1 dollar...which we have no drink for the day...worst still...ask him order the satay 5 chicken 5 mutton...he ordered 10 mutton plus the rice...we no money already he still order rice...and we cant finish up also...den...the 10 mutton also not nice lo...i ate 3 and the rest he finish up...godness...and i think i paid more...
den more worst...the food for the day taste weird...all the combination together taste so damn weird...
after tat...went home...tok he will say mi home...and he say he will...but he said too late...later he had no bus to go home...and he still deciding till we reach the bus stop...and suddenly he say the bus...and den...he ask mi to take 77 all by myself...and ya...i took it...damn angry...he should have said earlier tat he cant send mi home so i could take mrt...also...mrt is faster for mi to get home...den i also have to submit my rj...but...he didn't...wat's more...he still dun think is his fault and argue with mi...goodness...how come i will have tis type of bf???he is testing mi to the limit sia...
a bf should send his gf home...help her carry things...accompany her out...all that rite???but he nv!!!this shows he dun care...he say he unique from others...but...i jus wan a decent bf...not a unique and boring relationship like his...cant even give mi promise...which mean he also believe he cant do it rite??
why cant i be fortunate??why cant i hav the life that i wan??why mi??why i hav such a bf??why my life is so miserable??