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today very boring, what i had actually plan, what i said, had all gone to rubbish chute. He can be good, suddenly so good that you can't really recognise is him, but he can as bad, till can make you cry whole week for him.
Until now, i still don't why, girl like me, can cry so much for guys ; except for movies. I don't know how to control my tears, there isn't any tap fixed on it.
He forget what i said, I cried. He forget what he said, I also cried. His actions shows he don't care, and I cried again. Useless me, almost whatever things he did to me, i cried.
I hate this feeling, but i can't control myself from being what i am. You can said that i'm sensitive, nonsense or whatever, i am just what i am. ***** yesterday quite awkward, working with boss in shop. It is because, my full-time got wedding dinner to attend, thus, taken leave on that day. boss and i stay at the shop from 12.30-9.30. Her boyfriend also present, but for the start and the end of the working time. I felt out of place at first. But, time flies. Nothing went wrong, i think. But the customer for the day were pathethic- fewer than usual. And the question that she asked, i really have no idea how to answer-for some. ***** friday, everything was quite smoothly done. At the begining part, boss was present. But after awhile, she left. And then, more comfortable i will be. I told my full-timer that, if she is unhappy with me, she can feel free to tell me, and then i will hand in my resignation letter. Was ease at last. Maybe i just don't have the qualities to be a salesgirl, or whatever.
