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Sunday, October 22, 2006

11:31 AM

it's been awhile but i'm started to be in this way. Yesterday was my cousin big day, went to his wedding dinner at 4 season, and eat a lot. Damn full and feel like puking and this is only when i skip the 2 dishes.

4 season is very high class, i think it can be comparable to raffles hotel. My cousin's bride is so pretty, and they are like damn rich. They speak fluent English, went to sydney for the past few years and they met each other there. They invited guess from overseas, jus so happening.

I also wish I have their powerful English.

Oh ya, they really very rich, as they took a lot of wedding photos, from singapore all the way to sydney.

I'm so envy in them.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

1:20 PM

wow, it's been awhile since i blog. Just have the time after playing dota. wuahaha....

forget wat had i been doing this few days. But one thing that i'm clear about is that i had been really lazy. haiz. days are so boring- mon-fri for school. by the time i reach home- tire.

oh ya, went to dental appt yesterday. I had change the color to red. haha. think next visit will be purple then. This is because i had been deciding whether to take on purple or red yesterday, and i took red, so next time purple.

Feel so numb and pain, feel like biting it but...haha..."p saddist.

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

1:12 AM

haizz...terrible day for today. Actually i tok it can be better, as new team mates equivalent to new style of working. But i'm wrong.

Ever since i came into this class, i wish it could be better den my previous class, regarding the classmates. Yah, now they are sort of more friendly, but all their working styles differ from my previous class. For instance, they prefered individual work. In another words, i think that this will cause no much team work, which break the purpose of working as a team.

Maybe i still haven adapt to it, or i'm asking too much.

Also, i don't really understand people nowadays. Or is it that i'm just too fussy??

Got the feeling of being outcast, or backstabbed is a better word?? I believe that i had done much thing today, but why didn't i got what i deserve? Due to the lack of teamwork, we only input the one that they insist, not taking in my opinion. Well, fine with me then. Additionally, decide things on their own. SO, i think i just have to follow. What is this man!!teamwork???

Guess what then, it's more likely towards the backstabbed part, as everyone has their stuff to say, and more additional stuff with discussing with the teammates. Also, what i had choose to say; i'd inform them too, was also elaborate and said by my teams. What a prank!!

TEAM WORK???? i doubt so.
Hard luck!!

Saturday, October 07, 2006

10:31 PM

hohoho...long time no blog le, am here to update. Quite a number of friends asked mi abt my blog thingy, which actually let mi noe that at least there's someone who visit my blog. Becos whenever i check my blog, my tagboard have no one that tag, which meant nobody visit my blog to me. Thus, i actually had this feeling of shutting my blog before. However, i didn't, cos my blog is my blog, even if nobody visit, it is still meaningful to me, cos it's my blog.

Today went to play bowling and pool with my secondary school fren and my sis. Quite fun. Although my skills is still so "premature"- don't is it a right term for it or not: sound funny. Keep losing all the way. Oh ya, jus now got people come and want to challenge with us the pool thingy, and they say that people who lost must get to pay the table money, but we too coward to do such thing. Also, they damn ah lian, quite scare. HAHA "p yup we didn't accept the challenge cos fren very hungry, scare to lose. They like not that happy, cos we nv give them an answer, we drag the time damn long.

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yesterday went to my sis fren house after school. Whole day never eat sia, damn hungry. Went to his birthday party, although the food quite nice, got sotong, prawn, wing, fishball, hotdog and more, but i couldn't it that much also.

After that we went to catch a movie, play lan, everything he treat. So guilty. Because is like, his birthday, and we actually suppose to be the one who treat him and not the other way round.

After eveything, we reach home at around 4.

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Thursday is like a reunion day. Went to meet loga, mira, minah, mimi, nurul and justin after school. And break fast together at 'al-amee' - not very sure abt the spelling; but is a halal resturant kind. Then we order a set of meal, which includes, fish, vegetable, sotong, tom yum soup, omelette. Order apple shake again. Enjoy having meals with them, quite fun and memorable. It's like now they are fasting, but we still get to break fast together, also, don't really have this time recently.

Thursday, October 05, 2006

12:17 AM

peaceful time cant last, whereas quarrel always started after tat. Why cant we appreciate the sameness, or maybe can we accomodate with each other; it's better for people to accomodate with ourselves, cos we are selfish people.

today stomache again, has been like this for the past few days already. When will it end???? I am quite lost recently, suddenly have the feel of emptiness inside me. Maybe I depend on him, or frens too much. I cant live alone!!! How miserable I would be in the future.

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

3:36 PM

hahaha...this few days busy asking ppl to play dota with mi and playing it. Just learn to play, lost many times, so disheartening man. Yesterday don't really feel very well, today also. Stomach damn pain, the feeling come again, every year sure have at least 1 time.

Never go school today, help fren to top up money, also, playing pool later. Can't wait man. I love pool, and dota for the time being. Wahaha..."p

Sunday, October 01, 2006

12:54 AM

wahaha...now at sandy house waiting for the boys to get ready to play dota. They so slow sia, slower then girls, because we are girls and we reach already.

today almost whole day stay at home, but went out at the evening to play pool. Nice man, got addicted to it le. At least got some things to do. Got win and lose.

hmmm...today is 1 oct le. Big day man. HAHA..."p