Have I.?

haiz haiz haiz
*sigh to the power of million trillion times*
my god
my impression with my class is not bad actually
but it all turned out to be my illusion after the meetings
i realise
i'm the dumbest in my class ah
how can i survive in the upcoming days man!
for godness sake
i was only quite active during the first meeting
and then
tat's it
cos i'm quite slow in learning
nv take up biology before
my english sucks like hell
plus* my classmate are so damn smart
cos they are all from biomedical n phama course
i begin to regret taking up such course
where all the smart alex meet
whereby mi
am only the "trespasser" only ah

doing the first ppt of yr 2 today
everyone so damn into the ws at first
wat they talking is like a foreign language to me
my god
all those scientific terms
i know none okay?!!
and when come to research
i did do some to help myself to understand
but with my standard of english
and my slowness in reading
gets me nowhere ah
damn mi
why so dumb sia
and when they are doin ppt
everyone got what they suppose to find
but mi
i ask and ask
but i got nth to do
(even if they give mi, i doubt i can do it myself)
i found how dumb i was
in the end
i only got to read two slides
(and i say read, it really mean read from slides)
god, there goes my grade eh?
this is not the worst
as the time when i noe that i'm the dumbest in my class
is when the class post some very profound question (foreign language) to the class
damn it damn it
i really regret
i hope my class wont detest me eh
for not doin my work
for being so dumb so brainless
may god bless mi

*today is the 2nd day i wear long jeans to sch*

oh ya, mi wearing new shoes to sch today
mayb today is my unlucky day ah
my feet got blister everywhere
damn hurting ah
wat a bad day

went to orchard to shop with my rp frens today
quite fun initally
but after awhile
everyone got really tire
plus my blister
and the stupid heavy bag ah
ahahaha*
i nv get anything today
actually was making a hard decision
(you noe i dunno how to decide; hate to decide)
on buying the necklace from forever twenty-one anot
the chain is so nice ah
i like
but 13 bucks
and is the last piece
but in the end i left the shop without buying ah
a bit regret ah
(i also regret)
haiya*

somemore
i help my both sis buy food when i'm back
one laska
one rice burger at 7-11
den she wan to buy till 5 dollar to get the doramon magnet
i also know abt it when she mention to sum up to five bucks
but it jus slip off my mind when i get to pay for the stuff
and in the end
the cashier neither give mi a receipt nor the magnet
my sis damn sad ah
(or angry??!!)
damn guilty damn dumb
u might be wondering how come there is such a dumb ass in this world huh?!?!

nvm ah
i am always dumb
dumb dumb dumb
now den i realise
HOW DUMB I AM EH!!!

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