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Sunday, June 24, 2007

12:45 PM

Many things happen yesterday; good and bad. My mom has got me a new phone, which i am suppose to use it for years, as my mom says she will not allow me to change anymore, and so she bought me this "better phone".

Actually, this phone is rate good from me; not very good. It's quite laggy, camera okay only, most of the function available that makes this phone best needs to pay: map, internet, etc. Thus, overall, it behaves like normal phone.

Okay, shall not mention more about my phone; it's new to me; still need time to explore. The bad thing that happen to me "yesterday night" or "this morning" is that, my lappy screen turn black again. However, this time, is worst. This is because, i cant login to my a/c anymore. It says that I could not login to my profile as it maybe corrupted. So sad eh. =/

Hope everything turns out fine. =)

For the previous post of Trademark songs; I think it's nice, meaningful. Jus a sudden craze for me. =)

12:38 PM

I'M NOT SUPPOSE TO LOVE YOU ANYMORE
(from the album 'Another Time Another Place')

We agreed that it was over
now the lines have all been drawn
the vows we made begin to fade but now they're gone
put your pictures in a showbox
and my goldring in the drawer
I'm not supposed to love you anymore
now Sherry says she's jealous
of this freedom that I found
she would be; she would be out of the town
and she says she can't imagine
what on earth I'm waiting for
I'm not supposed to love you anymore

Oh I shouldn't care and wonder where and how you are
but I can hide this hurt inside my broken heart
I'm fighting back emotions that I've never fought before
'cause I'm not supposed to love you anymore

Now I'm writing you this letter
and it's killing me tonight
that I agreed when you believed it wasn't right
and I couldn't sleep up on the bed
so I'm down here on the floor
will I'm not supposed to love you anymore

Oh I shouldn't care and wonder where and how you are
but I can hide this hurt inside my broken heart
I'm fighting back emotions that I've never fought before
'cause I'm not supposed to love you anymore
I'm fighting back emotions I've never fought before
'cause I'm not supposed to love you anymore

Labels: I'm not suppose to love you anymore

Saturday, June 23, 2007

1:03 PM

MISS YOU FINALLY
(from the album 'Only Love')

But I miss you finally
But I miss you finally
Try to remember all these years
We shared the love we shared the tears
Thought that forever it would be
I realize you lie to me
I still hold on
Still dream of days when we were one
[CHORUS]
You played with my heart
You played with my mind
But I miss you finally
Right from the start
My love made me blind
But I miss you finally
[/chorus]
All of these promises you made
This 4 letter word it seems to fade
Baby it's hard to understand
Now that you're gone
We reached the end I still believe
Still dream of days when we were one
[Chorus 3X]
You played with my heart
You played with my mind
Right from the start
My love made me blind

Labels: Miss You Finally by trademark

12:07 PM

Oh ya, my current phone, which i use for years, had been reformat recently due to some malfunction. Hate to say this, but all my memories had gone; all the information, notes, birthdates, anni and some memoriable dates. Maybe it is gone for its own good.

I have my down moments at times; when i listen to music, movies, even when i think of something which i dunno what i am thinking. Just feel like tearing at times; but dunno why i'm tearing; mayb cos i have no memories left but the emotion still there; always think that there is something, something that makes me feel sad n tearing, but dunno wat exactly was tat; mayb jus some emotional breakdown. (i dunno how to describe this feeling; jus like some people who lost their memories, but will feel sad when they saw their kin met something unfortunate yet they still dun recognise them.)

my brain function is deteriorating yet nobody believes me, even the doctor that i consult to recently.

11:01 AM

Finally, uts are over. I kind of foresee my grades already. For biochem, it was a total disaster; I know nothing abt it. =(

Less stress now, but more decisions to be make. I hate making decision; I'm indecisive; I'm quite dumb; people used to say the only person who know best of themselves is they, themselves, however I know nothing; my brain and heart doesnt really communicate that much.

Life wasn't easy for me now, everything drift and changes. I have lost touch to everything, everything that can make mi feel a sense of belonging; the passion to attend school. I have no idea how he knows; should anyone tell him; a different story; wrong timeframe? And now, whose the liar of all. I swear that I did not say anything against my conscience. Maybe it's just god's will, a signal to which i should choose.

Bascially there are these two sony ericson phone, s500i, w580i, and one other brand phone that attract my attention. Needless to say about the other phone, as it is far too high to be reach; too expensive. For the two sony ericson phone both have it's good qualities of what i fancy of. However, they have their advantages and disadvantages. s500i is out for sometimes, and w580i is coming soon; which we know that coming soon(w580i) has it's assets on being of good price, in which i may not be able to afford.

Initially, I tok that i could have s500i. I thought it look good and is nice to me. However, this don't have the radio function, no mega bass, no shake control and track id; as it's not a walkman phone; main focus is its stylish design, which i fancy. Also, it is unique; not many hear about this model; but dunno where to buy (hard to reach).

For the w580i, it is a walkman phone; which doesn't have stylish design, will be common. But it has all the features that s500i doesnt have, radio function, mega bass, shake control (sensitive?), and track id. However, it doesnt has media player (dunno what is it for too =x), and it would be ex for me (out of reach by now).

Both have it's advantages and disadvantanges, good n bad. If i were to get new phone, i have to familiarise with it all over again, in which needs time. At times, it would be uncomparable to my current phone, the functions games all would be different, work in different system; my current phone was nokia, the new phone i choose were sony. OR should i jus stick to my current one and make no decisions to new phone; in which fits my personalities of being indecisive.

Sunday, June 17, 2007

3:06 PM

While travelling to ZOUK

(Train was empty, so we...)

ZOUK

After zouk,

He was drunk!!

We were high!!

Before going double O,

Chill at starbucks

Trip to VIVO

Spot something??Nurul's eyes???

She cant stop blinking when there's flash!!

So after umpteen times of trying to take with flash again..

Saturday, June 16, 2007

11:17 PM

Stupid Vivo AKASHI JAPANESE RESTAURANT

Is it for real that people reserve it??
I doubt so!!

They gave the seat to "rich" people (adults that could afford)

I'm very sure those who came in after us did not reserve the seats; they did not even communicate with the staff. If they really did reserved, there should be a procedure which they have to state their name at least, before seating down?!