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Friday, July 20, 2007
10:16 PM

argh!!!!!!!! I hate my sis at times. She is unreasonable. I hate this rude attitude of her, and she doesn't respect me at all. In my family, there is no such thing as respect. They are good to when only when they are happy. I hate my sis now. I think this is so infair. I am so broke now; till can't shop at all. I asked if she want to contribute the funds in buying online clothes last time, and yesterday. She refused, as always. And you know what angers me the most, she like to wear my clothes, and like that time, she need to wear something black or white to work, she wore mine, without asking!!!!!!! What the hell!!! She wants to wear it, but she don't want to pay for it. Now I am very broke, with clothes and all, and she is filthy, little clothes(wear mine at times). What the hell what the hell, so unfairrrrrrrrrr. You can say i'm stingy selfish or what. But the fact is, I am stingy and selfish now because I am broke, and I need this little help right now. Another case is that, yesterday, I saw this shirt online, like 17 bucks only.(cheap eh!!) Then i ask her about paying for that. You know what she say?? She said she don't wear those kind of flora shirt. And what now, i wore this flora printed dress today, and she say she wants to wear it tml, and ask me why I wear. What the hell, she liar, unreasonable!!!!!! I hate her now!!!!!!!! saddddd. =(

haiya, what happen to my world now. Everything jus tarnish my motivation to live. After the recent incident that happened, I begin to have no interest for school. Nothing pushes me to school now. Lucky I still has my yr1 sem1 clique. All thanks to them. =)

Went breakout with them. It was really fun and enjoyable. We chatted. A lot of stuff. We even mention about a reset button stuff. I simply love them. My motivation for now. =) Also, went back home alone last night. Saw the sky, the stars. They are simply gorgeous, glazing. There are really, really a lot of them hanging in the sky. One of my motivation for now. In order to see them, I have to live, continue with my life eh. They simply touches my heart and itch my eyes. I like so touch to see them; especially after the incident, and when I consider about why am I still in this world. I just don't know why I live for; I don't know what I want, cant feel what I need to feel, don't understand myself at all. What the hell right??!! I'm just like a corpse now. A broke one(no money). Can't even live to shop now. Haiiiiii. =(

Due to the particular incident that deters me, me decided with friend to not go school on friday. How wonderful right. We planned to go for outing: photo shoot outing. Sorry mira, for abandon you, we can always go someday together too, I really don't feel like goin school, sorry for being selfish. =( hmmm, anyways, we ate breakfast at woodlands mac today. Me came extremely late, so never go school. Instead, I meet them straight at mac; ordered and carried breakfast for them(Four people portion eh!) The manger even asked me if I am going to finish all up. Siao eh. Besides that, we got a free sausage mcmuffin eh. Don't to say I'm unlucky or lucky, cause I carried this extra in all one tray with the other orders. However, we it get for free, so ya. Oh, Loga spilled her milo today. (blur eh??cute eh) After then, we headed to orchard for photo taking, starbucks and shop for rupini's birthday present. Had fun chatting, take pictures and shopping with them; though me have no money to shop. =(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUPINI!!

Ooooooooooo, we saw this uncle or should I call HIM a sexy MAMA?? Initially I saw this guy wearing long earring on both ears and pointed him out to my friends. Then this uncle, behind me, snatches all the "limelight". He really really unique eh. He wore a pair of stocking, heels, a lot more earrings and a short and is really short dress or should I say it as a top, which can cover his butt and only when i say his butt i really mean only his butt ah. SEXY eh. xD

Oh ya, taka having food fest now till 22 july. I simply love food fest, but no money no use ah. haiz. Still remember, we used to go for every food fest together. That was sweet. Will you still go with me one day??

Today's sky is also pretty glazing, but yesterday was better as there are more stars. Well, this both day's sky still lights up my life. =)


Will we still be together??Can we be happy??
I REALLY MISS YOU!
But i just simply don't know what I want. Can you make me happy??
If you still like me, why you never initated the patching part?
I'm confused, maybe you don't like me anymore. =(