Have I.?

Life is so weird nowadays. People are so hypocrite, weird, and freaky. I don't know why, and what made these changes to them. Or maybe, they are just showing themselves, their true colours.

I felt so "pacified" by somebody. So weird, after the incident. But nevermind, I'll try to take them all. Afterall, there wasn't more days left for that. Things turn out this way could be because of some decisions being made or sort out. =)

which angie the choice was nice

No motivation; or mood to school. =( Things always turned up to be like this everytime when it's ending. Happened in my first year first sems, second sems and now. Maybe its my destiny. =(

was lucky to not fall any deeper

This is why I hate making decisions

especially the wrong decisions

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Yesterday some weird things happened to me. I received an anonymous sms, from some unknown number, asking to know me. So, I thought it was a prank or something from somebody I know. I asked Sandy to help me call, but she push the phone to jq instead, end up jq was the one who speak to the guy. He is indian, from sp, and the friend who wanted to know me was from balastier ITE, named Shawn? At this point of time, I am wondering who are they, and how the hell they get my number and all, did they sms the wrong person? Ha, nevermind, so the call end, as I don't even know them.

I thought this matter could put to rest if I never reply their sms and all, thought they would think they had sms a guy or something. However, they called my hp, and ask me whether that was my bf calling. So, from this statement, I can tell that they are sure of who they are calling. At least they know they were sms-ing a girl. Yup, then I ask them whether they had made a mistake, maybe I'm not the one they were finding. So I ask them whether they know my name or something. To my amazed, they know. Okay now, how my phone number got into their hands then. They said they know me throught their friends, as they saw my picture in somebody's phone. Okay, this is so freaky. After that, I asked how they get my number, they said they had forgotten, as took it like few months back. Don't you find it weird, he can remember my name, and how they know me; see my photo, but they don't know how they get my number. And, I don't remember I gave any stranger my number!!! Freakkkkkkkkkkyyyy!!

My phone batt was low after awhile of chatting, so I said I wanted to hang up and all. Actually they did asked to call back; after the call using friend's house number (was at Sandy's house); or when I'm back home, but I did not. Because, firstly, I still don't know who are they, and secondly, my house number is not private, so ya. =)

His birthday is coming, should I buy him anything?

I read the history of our msn, and I cried.

I put up his pic again.

Foolish me.

I really don't know what I want.

Labels: weird; freaky