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Holiday started 3 days back. Didn't really looking forward to it. =( Holiday means plenty of free time, means have to stay at home, means nothing to do, means rot at home. =(
I have plenty of stuff to blog, and was intended to blog few days back, but was having oral, and then my poor memory didn't remind me to do so. Anyways, to think of my oral, I am very disappointed in myself. =( I screwed up the entire stuff. Was relax(trying to), or all thanks to my memory, I have forgotten about the conversation part, and did not have the time to anticipate the questions. Hence, I screwed up the entire oral, again! My mind was like totally blank when the examiners asked me questions. That's not all, I even blabber stuff that were unreasonable, totally NON-SENSE! God, hope everything will be alright! =(
Yup yup, holiday means end of this semester, means it marks the end of studying in E35K. =( Mixed feeling actually. I thought this class would be nice and all initially, and I even make sacrifices for the bonding and all when everything seems so fine. But, I don't know what happen, we got drifted and drifted. Sometimes I did pondered on this issue. It may be because of the complicatedness we had, or, maybe I'm just fated to have this kind of friendship in every semester or may be is due to the much hassle and obstacles that we have, as afterall, there is this inconveniece thingy that we do not have in common and this is the key to drift us away. Anyways, what can I do now, but to move on. There's no point too, as everything seems too late.
I'm quite sad to end this semester, as this means that I would have to face new people new class new environment again. I would have to face the facades and all, who knows. But hopefully, they are kind and sweet people. I hope they would end my fate of having "short-term" friendship. =) Anyways, hope they would not be irritated by my slowness and dumbness.
Well, I need to look for a job now. So broke now. =( And is holiday now, so, in order to kill time, I'll have to do so. Friends around me will also be busy later on. They have their job found; some having attachment. Awwwwww, so good. I'm jobless, clueless, useless. =(
Had sumptutous meal today. Slept for 4 hours today, was really tirring. As I have to wake up early in the morning, to my used-to-be grandparents house to pray. The offerings were sumptutous, ranging from roasted suckling pig to steam chicken to vegetable. And usually the offering will end up in our stomach after all the pray and all. Thus, get to eat them all. hehe. I can really eat a lot, as I'm the "last man standing". Besides that, I get to meet my cousins. They are all grown-up. Look and sound mature. Didn't really get use to it. They have their girlfriend and boyfriend eh. Younger than me, but all having their partner found. So sweet. Ha, okay, shall not continue on this topic. =(
I guess, I'm leading back my normal life now. I think I thought I shall I must I could I should I would I am I will I can do it. At least I'm trying, and I'm awake now. Though they were still regurgitating in my mind.
