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I'd wish to give hope, but it's kind of too late now.
Anyways, lots of pimple popping out. Maybe is due to sleeping late, or stress?? And I guess, when I'm sad I'd tend to eat more. Well, I eat abit more than usual nowadays. I guess I would grow horizontally as days goes by. It's okay. This way, I mean if I'm really fat, if people still likes me, means they really like me. Ahaha. Anything you think ah, but I'm not in the "perresan" way. I really hope there is someone for me, but a big NO too. I don't wish to see powder. =(
Oh ya, went to a job agency today, want to find some job to do, to keep me occupied. Also, I'm in need of money, as there's a hole on my pocket. Cannot shop anymore. =( But I kind of like this dress I saw today. So cute, and retro or vintage. Just simple love it. But, it shows my fat arms, and I can't afford it now. And, there is only one piece. Sadded. I really wanted to buy it. But, haiz. Nevermind, there is always a better one. (in order to console myself as what gina said)
Went to pool and hospital, nearby shopping malls and back home. Today was not bad, at least I'm out. But, when I'm home, I'm back to useless me. Well, don't wish to further elaborate. But, do you really think, there is a good guy in this world, who will love me, and we will get together? I can only see a bleak future in me. But, I'm fated to have it. God created human to this world to suffer and gain experience. When we complete what we require to do, we will go back to where we belong eh?
Haiyaa, no wonder I find it hard to plug in my mouse after my sister return me my mouse. Sadded. The USB is bent. Wondering how she use it eh. Everytime when something is to lend to her will have bad conditions. =( I told her about this, was really sad and angry. But all she say was, use her ah. Haiya, don't she know that things have their value on it especially for instance is it's sentimental value. It has it's background too. In which some things cannot be replace. Well, maybe is my fate. Or maybe god is conveying some message to me. Haaa.
Laughing therapy is always effective. =)
