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Life without you wasn't okay for me now. But, I think for you, life without me would be much more better for you eh. Anyway, I don't really mean much to you, and the two years we had doesn't mean a tinge to you too. You only seek fairness for her, all you think is only her. Saddening. Well, I realised. Life isn't the same as before now. Even if we get to each other, which is impossible now, there will still be another her in between. And I'm the third party now. =(
Went sentosa on friday. Bring back lots of memories again. Why, why, why. Why the two years make such a huge impact on me, in my life and is, just mine. I hope somebody could like damage my brain or something. Why I could forget any other thing except for the memories, and places we went. Why is it only hurts the one that care. Only the one who care and still love feel hurts. ='(
Anyways, dreamt of you. We meet after school as usual to go home together. It was as if we were back together again. But well, is just a dream, sweet dream. But is far too sweet from reality.
Feel like a fool today. Still hoping there is even a chance to see him. Sat in the library, watched people passing by, wishing that I would get to see him. (is what I can do now) How dumbbbbbbb. He may not come to school today, or had he left, or just that we are not fated. My wish was not grant. But, what if I see him? As if time would turn back. Ha, this is where it always contradict. Wake up la Eliane. It's all over! Don't you get it, it's all different now. He changed. Not yours anymore; is hers now.
Anyways, saw this true side of somebody. Hope I had misunderstand or you didn't really meant it. Nevermind. School ending soon. Changing class too.
Only the one who really love you would get hurt. And in a relationship, it always take both hands to clap. In which, I stand no more chance now. She is much more important than me now. What he thinks about now, is only the fairness towards her and only her. Though he say he still loves me, he chose her. The decision is very clear now though he mention to talk about this after his NS; just an excuse to make me feel better. This time is really is goodbye.
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