Have I.?

Final shoot

First shoot

min playing piano..

sandy doing happily..

huimin concentrating..

I knew she was taking a pic of me

the dough

they helping each other..ahaha "p

the fruit tarts..

the cake we made

Actually plan to update my blog yesterday, but I haven got the pictures till today, so ya, rest? ahaha. Was watching to 1 litre of tears these days, and I finally complete it. Well, actually it only takes me 3 days to complete it. With my eyes real swollen, and now, my eye-lid is now having a fashion show (?), keep changing and changing, from full thick, to 3 lid and now, left half. Haiya. Till now I dun even remember what was my orginally eye lid since young. Will my eye lid get back to normal? Or will it disappear?(Please don't leave me okay.) =(

1 litre of tears is nice, though its an old show. I love the girl being optimistic, and I hate looking at how brutal her life is. She gives me hope and purpose to live on too. As compare to her story, mine is just a minute one, or even nothing. How she got all this courage? I bet if I got the same diease as her, I will not be able to take it and live on like how she does. I admire her. Maybe god just regretting letting her to come to this world that time, so wants to take her back as early as possible. Thus set all the obstacles that a human need to take and give her as one. On the other hand, god also believes in her too.

My life is still the same. I still does what I does though I keep telling myself not to. Seen this medication of psycho-ing is not strong enough at times. But, I tried my best to keep myself occupied, so as I could be real busy. And you know what you know ah. ahaha. Hmm, went to sandy's house on wed, to bake some cake (?) and fruit tart(still remember the first time I made fruit tart, the purpose is forhim...) for Mr Tan, used to be our maths tuition teacher. I also make a cute card for him. ahahah. I think the drawing do look like him, sometimes. Was impress in myself. ahaha. WTH, self praise eh.

Okay! So good. People around me found jobs, and earning money right now. And what about Eliane?? Still idling here, stay broke. Haiya, why my life is full of unluckiness now. Where have I go wrong, or what bad deeds I did? Or maybe, all the people around me are just better luck than I am. I only know how to blame, but not appreciate. That's explain why I am unhappy. Well then, I only know how to say too, only. And I really hate what I am now, how my life is going now!

Went to visit Mr Tan today, it has been ages since I last went there.(Even forgot where is the place that I used to go tuition to. Will I forgot that too?I know, he had) I was late as usual. (what he hates about, but don't really matters to him now. haaa) Today is just not my day. Stomach cramp. (Haiya. Still remember how he will comfort me.) Wake up a couple of times before, and that explains why I am late. I couldn't believe myself too, but the fact was I really wake up at 5 plus pm when sandy call my house. And we are to meet at 5 initially. What am I doing man. Even I myself couldn't answer. I really don't understand myself now, or actually never. =(

Ahaha, I am so hungry now.

~Why do I still look up for his nick and msn status.

Me myself is really getting out of my hand now.
=(

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