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The other time, sunday, when I was trying hard to sleep, I realised something. I am in need of a hug; big bear heart with warmth. =( I don't know, I just feel so uneasy. And I also realised, I like being hug, especially with someone right. Maybe you would think that I am despo, but look, I asked around, and friends around me also think that a hug is more essential and needed than a kiss etc. Girls like to get hug more than anything. A hug is better than anything. Hug soothes us.
God, can you? I need a right guardian angel. No devil please. I don't wish to have anyone to messed up my life. I know my determination is low. I am selfish and have pepsi spirit. I like to compare and all. But, I am really tire of myself. I am trying hard but no use. =(
Sometimes, I really thought that people, who are mentally challenge, or disabled could live better than us, or rather just me. There's a chinese saying 傻人有傻福. Maybe because their mind is simple, they are not as complicated, they could just like the way they live. Don't care how other people thinks. Because they have a simple mind, they would not ask for more, or even compare with people. Even when people mistreat them, they would not blame them. And all this is because of the mind they have, which are simple.
Well, I have flaws, because I am complicated, selfish and more. Thus, I am unhappy. =( What can I do, to kill this me? ahhaha.
I realise something today. Human are so practical. Why god still willing to sacrifice himself for us? =(~ HUG is in needesp from him
