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Wednesday, September 12, 2007
4:28 AM

Went out with minah and loga yesterday. Supposely, nurul will be with us, but she last minute changed her mind. Sad. She said she no mood, due to the charges she need to be paid for the fujitsu service. And her mother's birthday??? I'm always clueless about what she say actually. She is an interesting girl, full of mysteries. Ahaha. Why I say so, because, out of all my clique, she is the only one which we had never been to her house before. She also rarely talk about her family and all.

Anyways, we meet up, went to eat ayam penyet. YUM YUM. ahaha. My craving for ayam penyet is always there, but I have no idea why. Well, I feel stupid after eating the ayam penyet from some resturant which requires us to walk so far. Moreover, the price is not tha cheap. Dumb dumb. Because, after that, we spot another stall selling ayam penyet which is so near to our initial place. But, nevermind. Will take note next time. keke.

After which, we went to library; and this is where minah claim that the angel was. But well, we never see any. ahaha. Anyways, our purpose was not the angels of course, but to find some resource for our PP. However, all the resources that I'd found seens so chimilogy to me. I don't understand a single thing, whether is it the right info or not. So, I am so lazy to get started. And we went off empty-handed. I am so stuck to the PP now. Don't know how to get started and all. How to get my info, interview. ARGH!! I hate RP. In this case, I really prefer attachment. =(

Loga left us after the library. Of course, we took a couple of picture before she leave. ahaha. Then we headed to see the mystery of the "merlion". It is actually about the building we saw. And there is this white statue-kind of thing on top of the purple-lighted building. And I thought it was merlion, but none of them believe me. And well, they were right. It's actually not merlion, and it's just a stupid block of light. But, I swear, the view from far really makes it look like merlion, at least to me. ahaha. Stupid exterior designer. And I ended up make a scene of myself. ahaha.

Never get to go out today. =( Nevermind. And do you believe it. I actually initiated to help my mum do the housechores. And my dad was quite surprise to see me mopping floor when he is back. ahaha. He look at me like one kind when he opened the door. ahaha. I am so good and nice today. After so long, it has been ages since I last helped in housechores. Actually is not that hard or tiring to mop and vaccum the floor. =) Maybe I should do more of it in the later days. In order to keep me busy, and also, to lighten the burden of my mum's.

My mum and dad has aged a lot. I can see the wrinkles, the "oldness" in them, especially from their face. These sadden me a lot. I hate to see them aging. I don't know, it's just that, maybe, I think a lot. Many sad things happened to me lately. Maybe, I'm turning emotional because of this, or maybe, it's normal, normal to see them aging while the heart aches that much. I wish to grow older. But at the same time, I want the time to stop for them. Can? I want to grow older so that I could provide money for the family, to reduce the burden of theirs. But, I don't want to see them age, no more. Can? Why so fast, time is so cruel. Or is it that, it has been a while since I last see them carefully. Thus the difference that I see in them is that big. =( I really hope they can enjoy life ASAP.