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Yesterday was freaky tire when I went back home. I usually climb up the stairs, but yeserday, I chose lift instead. Don't know why I am that tire, because I just went for two interview only, and then follow shuyi to sign her contract, though we went to the wrong place initially. And after all the contract thingy, at the right place, we went to find gina, wait for her to be dismiss from her work and all.
Well, as for the result of the interview turn out quite bad. =( As I mention before I got two interview, and one of it was MLM. Stupid MLM, I felt cheated. I hate MLM that much is because he said that MLM is not good. And the person never say it was MLM in the recruit list. Make me make all the way down there to listen to their crap and all. When he bring me to some ulu place I nearly freak out. And I stupidly ask him whether it was save or not. And when I said I wanted to leave, they keep on persuading me and all to stop me from leaving. They keep asking why I hated it so much. I nearly cant get out from there. But, luckily I am now safe at home blogging, yea.
Watch blind dating, though I got this movies yonks ago, with my sis and her bf. It is a nice movie, especially with the charming lead actor. WHO IS HE?? Anyone knows? ahaha. Anyway, he is really cute, and the show is awesome. Serious, even my sis's bf agree with me. ahaha.
Get to sleep quite "early", and yea, couldn't wake up on time as what I planned previously. So, reach Sandy's house is already quite late. Then, we start to bake, as usual. This time round with my elder sis. ahaha. Well, today the base was weird, but okay afterall. Everyone look the same when it came out from oven and all. Are you tire of me baking fruit tart; like again?? Ahaha, this time round is to bake for my aunt. Because my sis wanna bake for her, so ya, sort of for her sake.
After that, she ended up meeting my aunt late. Due to my lateness previous, then everything sort of got carried down. And I was like rushing home, because I meeting nurul for the briefing thing at NUS. And obviously, I'm late.
Actually, quite angry previously, before I met nurul. As she sacastically sms me something, she said, "you forget to alight eh?". When I receive this message, I was really like pissed off with her. Because, initially, I joined this thing is for her sake. And I am like sacrificing my time for her, and I even give up watch the drama that I follow up. Moreover, when I met her, she said, "you very long never take mrt is it?". Like what the hell. Haiz, she should know I'm always late right. Okay, though, I admit is partly my fault, but I still think I don't deserve this sarcasm. But well, I didn't throw out everything to her. I did think twice before I say something. And when I get pissed, I tried to calm down before I reply her question and all. But please, Nurul, don't be sacastic okay. I rather you tell me straight than being sarcastic. Just don't like, as to me, I think this is like an act that only hypocrite people does.(When I'm at the verge of busting out, I could only think this far.) Think she is regretting right now for asking me to accompany her. ahaha.
Okay, I think I had foul mood today. From the nurul's case, and the dota case. Which I just play dota with my sis's. And I was like quite pissed, due to out stupid teamwork. But well, second thoughts, I think this is just a game. So ya, feel better. Ahaha. I admit that I could be stupid at times. Like, everyone sure have flaws, unless they wake fake, like a good actor or something. If I see no flaws in you, I would not trust you as easily as those whose flaws are clear to me.
Alright, I should get some sleep now, as now is already morning like 5 plus am, and I still have to meet my frens later, so can't sleep late. =( School starting real soon, and I afraid my body clock couldn't get adjust to it. Haiz. When it's holiday, it's freaking boring. And now, school starting, it'll be freaking tire. As I can't wake up or sleep as and when I like. Don't know, I do contradict ALL THE TIMES, because, everything has it's good and bad. Hence that is why I get confuse, as I do not know how to weigh them, and judge them correctly. To be frank, I am afraid to face the consequences of the decision. I scare that I would regret. And that is why I am so INDECISIVE. Because, I always regret. But well, regrets were created even when I did not made any decisions. Whatever. I'm just an useless girl. ahaha.
