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Sunday, October 07, 2007

11:49 PM

see what lionel doing; what he using... ><

lionel with hat.

me with hat

wooo~ my idea.

deyu with hat.

me ideal. ahaha. cool rite.

he took this pic himself. ahaha.

thinking of how to go home...

they came to our sch.

the hey gorgeous.

Thursday is my "lucky day". I think is lucky, because class was relax. Nothing much to do. No need to do powerpoint, just worksheet. So nice rite. End class early too. keke. Moreover, I am suppose to go for work. But well, after I make up and prepare, everything done, the lady call and say that I am not needed on that day, due to some event they had. So yaaaa. Quite lucky though. If I were a bit faster, I would have to change a train, and go home instead. But, because I am meeting minah, and wait for her, I've got to go for meetings for my ig(s). keke. And am able to break fast with mee fellow friends. Long time never do soo. =)

Went to meet deyu and lionel after that. Took 187, alight at some place familiar. Everything, so familiar, but stray. My heart was pumping fast ever since my feet touches the ground. ahaha. Got to meet lionel and deyu at the coffee shop near by, where I used to eat there. But well, no familiar faces. Then we proceed to deyu's house. Chill, do the stupid tough RJ. Haiya, I give up on the RJ. Don't know why, nowadays, I find it hard to do already. Like the toughest of all. =(

Went to bus stop, prepare to go home. But well, we missed the last bus. Sat there for awhile, think of alternative ways to go home. Walk down to the coffee shop again. Saw familiar shadows, with a girl. They were coupled, teasing each other. Thought was him, lionel know what I'm thinking, he was like shouting to me about them. But, it wasn't so yaaaaa. ahaha. Went back home, tireeed. Fell asleep, without using laptop.

Got wake up by nurul early in the morning. Don't know what's going on, so sleep back. Then receive her sms, at 6, asking if I am ready. I was like rushing, and am prepared by 6.30. But nurul have no mood to go already. =( Haizzz, was quite pissed with her at that point of time. Think that she is quite irresponsible. This is because, we signed up for all the three days for the volunteering of the rev it up thingy. Actually during that time, I did ask her not to take friday, but she still insist on putting for all three days. But well, she wants it so much but she never really commit for it. Haiz, think my name will be blacklisted. SAD. =( Thought I admit is part of my fault for not waking up on time, but I've tried to be prepare by 6.30. I played my part. But she was like no mood, said, grades more important, go school. When I see this I was like damn pissed. =.= If her phone is not faulty, we would have better communication too.

Well, planned changed. So went to school instead. Loga was not there with me. =( Was sort of weird, because usually, loga is there with me. =( And the day went long without her. Nobody to ask, and all. Don't understand anything also no choice. Time weren't the same anymore. Have to be independent without loga. Haiyaaaaaa. Didb't had the mood to do anything, so just copy paste the picture and that's my ppt.

The hey gorgeous thingy came to our school. But I didn't really get to see them near. Shuyi and me went to break together. Was like quite emo, cause sitting at a corner and eat. aahahaha. Then went to find mira and minah for awhile and back to class. So pathetic. And moreover, they had their UT after school. So I was like, nobody to acc me to the hey gorgeous. And then somebody willing to go with me. But I was like still doing school stuff. Then I asked my classmate whether they wanted to see or not. Lucky there is someone who wanted to see. So I quickly pack and off I went. However, I forget to inform the someone. ANd guess what, I can't contact the person as I don't have his contact. SO i stay guilty for the whole day till I reach home. Yeaaaappp, he was madddddd. ahaha.

Oh yaaaaa, I found out that I was quite bad luck on friday. Due to the rev it up thingy, the class, the person, and I even make minah cry. =( So bad luck ahhhhhh. Think, I can't even have a day of good luck, as there will be another day of bad luck to make it up to balance. Sorry minaaaaahhhhh, didn't mean to be meaaannnn ah. I just don't want you to be sad anymore longer. You alway wanted to give up, say you want to give up, but you still circulating at the same spot. hmmm. After all this, nurul and minah, I seriously think, we will be drifting. What I feel now wasn't the same as before already. =( Hope nothing changes. Hope what I think is false.

Oh yaaaaa, didnt get to watch the hey gorgeous till the end. Because it was quite disappointing, and boring though. =(

Thought sat and sun will be going for the rev it up thingy. But well, think nurul still mad at me. The conflicts still yet to be resolveed. haiyaaaaaa. My life.