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Love thiss, gina look so cute. =)

I decorate this. keke. like the specs and moustache. =P and gina's nose.

Group pic with ms seah. =)

stupid insect which landed on my leg a while agoo. eeeeeeeeeee. =/

pic with ah tongggg. =p

ah tong got cut off nicely. ahaha. actually she posing too. Oops. =x

My food. yum yum.

tues after work. =/

LOGA PRETENDING!! ahaha.

see, they aren't hardworking. =P

Praying?? to clear sin. ahaha.

Look like witch eh??

My uniform, cheong sum.

The food I ate at work. ahaha.

they say I can eat and drink anything from there. =)

The kitchen.

Me in angel suit. =/

This few days, work, school work. My work just get started. =( And I feel lethargic already. Like what the hell, why am I so vulnerable. =( I don't know, and began to think that I might not be able to cope anymore. Think of my work, my RJ and especially my PP, oh gooossssssh! To think that I even don't have the time to do my RJ. Whenever I reach home, bathe, eat, I will feel sleepy and so reluctant to think, and of course, hand in rubbish RJ. For my first day of work, I get home, and I was like half asleep when doing my RJ. And the best part was, the RJ is too hard, and I have to do research and sort of rephrase the sentence, because my mind is totally shut down and it can't really work to understand what the resource says. And I end up giving up, and submitting the rubbish that I wrote, which I don't even remember what I wrote now. =.=

Oh ya, their uniform is sleeveless. sadded. so tedious, and I hate it. When I went for the interview, the lady say it was capped sleeve. And guess what, when I saw the uniform, I was like confronting her about the sleeve, and she said, "last time was totally sleeveless, now is capped, a little bit longer than how it was last time." Like what the hell, she called that a capped sleeve, and it was like sleeveless to me. =( SAD. I don't like sleeveless uniform. =( Additionally, I've got one more "costume", which is the "angel's" one. It's a corset plus wings and fluffy skirt. =( This is another jobscope, which I was required to wear when I'm on duty, and I have to "fly up" to get the wine. When I say fly, I really fly, but with some wire to aid me in action. =.= I thought this is optional????? Which the lady who interview me say as though it was. =(

Haiyaaaaaa. Went to school the following day, which is tuesday, a school say. Feeling so tire, and I even got up late. Was late for school, as usual, but even later this time. Friends that I usually meet went to school first. I don't really blame them, but, quite sad. HaiX. Nevermind. My heels are hurting me, so I got to change them with aminah for a bit. =) Took some pictures of loga and theresa when they aren't doing their work. ahaha. =P

After school, rush to work. I was late, due to some miscommunication. =( Actually meeting shuyi, so I told her to meet at library when I'm done. But well, my laptop just wouldn't shut down, and hang down there. =( So, loga force to off it. Then we walk down to meet mira, so when shuyi called, I say I walking already, then she say she was at agora and she hangs up. But minah was still in class when I called her, and I have to wait again. Thus this goes on and on. When I saw minah, I thought we could stop this waiting thing, and meet shuyi already. So we went to agora and find her. However, she was not there, and I keep calling and calling her. Friend ask to go first as they think she may have left, but I afraid what if she hasn't, so we waited. Waits after waits. =( After a number of calls, she finally call back, and said she went off with friends already. I was like =.= what the hell, if I never wait, I might not be late for work already. =( But well, she said she told me, but I didn't hear that part. Mayb that part just couldn't get in my mind or whatsoever. =( haiyaaaaa.

After work, me get home, bathe and eat. Again, I feel sleepy and was half asleep while eating this time. =.= Then, I fell asleep without knowing. =( Sadddd. Didn't get to complete my RJ. Then, I plan to wake up early in the morning to do my RJ, but was so tire, and went back to sleep without knowing that I did not submit my RJ!!! Saddddddd. So tire, so tire. =( From this point onwards, I really afraid that I couldn't cope. But, what holds me back was the money, and the fact that I just start working like for 2 days only. How can I give up so easily. But, on the other hand, I haven done my PP, and what about my future RJ, my upcoming UTs, and my sleeping time. ARGH!! I am so lousy, fragile, vulnerable. I don't know what to do now. =(

Went to meet my secondary school friends and form teacher today. I am so tire, and wake up at 2 plus. =( I feel so tire the whole day, after two days straight of work, I don't even feel energetic after long hours of sleep. =( What's wrong with me??? And, I saw this msn message from minah when I wake up. I feel so lousy, a lousy friend I was. Think I was not there when she needs me. =( Sorry minah. =( Haaaaaiya, what can be done to provide me energy to substains myself from being tire, sleepy, and what can be done to give me more time and ideas to complete my PP?? I need help god! =(

P/S: special thanks to gina. Though you keep grumbling, but thanks for keeping me accompany. Thanks loga too, for choosing to take train with me to dhouby ghaut. keke =) and jx for meeting me to go home after school. =)

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