Bugis's night.
Monday, school day, as usual. Tired. I only get to sleep three hours. =( School day was normal; very stressful. Went school with shuyi as usual. Oh yaaaa, something different with this girl now. And, message to you girl is, be careful ah, must be immune to vulgarities. ahaha. Met up mira to went break together with loga. Mira broke fast. ahaha. Hope she don't mind if I publish this out. But well, nobody read my blog too, hence nevermind ah.

After that, went back to class to do work. Damn stress, as usual, me don't understand anything. However, got this nice classmate, sim ee, she helped me a lot. Think she quite irritate with me also already. As I same team with her for days, and I'm sort of her burden. =( Sorry Sim EE. Though she will not gonna read this, but I hope she will not be irritate by me.

I think, my work quality is failing. =.= I getting more and more stupid, and I can sense it even stronger than before. I'm always the last to submit my slides, and quality is zero. =( What's wrong with me. I really hate myself for not understanding the resources that I have read. =( Why am I that stupiddddd!!!!!!!!! Always a burden. =(

Well, went to work after school. Got to make up and all, and made mira waited so long till she angry. But after that, she was melted when she sees her friend. Think, they are her sweets, and we are the chili. =( ahahah.

Work was okay. The nice girl was working too. So nice to with her around. Also, I got my permission to do my RJ during free time from her. Hmmm, don't know, if without her, will I still have the privallege or not. =( Went home after work, this is the time when I took a lot of pictures. keke. Nothing to do.

Oh yaaaaa. And I have this bad experience while travelling bad. Okay, I know this is gonna sound mean, but I nearly puke and fainted. This bunch of people board the same train as me. They were noisy and all, laughing and talking so loudly. But this is not the objective. The point is when they choose to sit at the empty seats besides me, which is a big and horizontally challenge guy; who look like a big girl, sitting directly beside me, a strong gust of wind hit straight into my face. =.= I was like feeling dizzy and feel like puking. I don't dare to change seat, because I don't want him to feel offended. So I act like nothing happen, but when I seriously cannot take it, I slide myself towards the front a bit, in order to catch some fresh air. I think the guy sitting next to me also can smell it, as when I move myself a bit to the front, he did the same way too. But well, the big guy somehow wanted to join the crowd and started to move slightly to the front for abit. I really stay still and sit down there until I reach my stop, while the guy at last, when we reach dover, I thought he reach his stop initially, however, he did not alight. ahaha. But well, he alight at clementi with the big guy. They were fated with each other I guess, or is it his retribution? If I were to leave my seat, will he get to alight with me?

Today, woke up late. Don't feel like going school, but I still have to drag myself out of the bed in order to not to let shuyi have the "additional leave" than me. Due to the point that I am late, my friend all ditch me. ahaha. Ya la, I went school alone. Nobody wants to wait, and they don't deserve to wait also. I know it sounds contradicting, like I want them to wait but I think they don't deserve to wait. Hmmm, well is up to them to wait for me or not as they have their choice. Oh goshhhh, this thing sudden flash into my memories that there's actually somebody who wait for me last time. But it was the past. ahaha. At least I have these memories and memories are meant to be kept.

I thought, it's over; I'm over. But, I still go through the process of lacrimation like, just. Don't know. Don't care.

Today was unlucky. Don't know what's wrong. Haix. Today's problem was like same, tough for me. Sim ee is with me again. I think she must be praying. As usual, my late slides submit at the very last minute, or even later. Just when I wanted to convert my ppt into compatibility mode, my com shut down. And before that it was lag like hell too. Oh yaaaaa, shut down cause by someone blur too; who spilled milo. ahaha. Okay, initially, everyone was like hating me already, because I haven finish my slides and all. Then now, my com shut down. Faci was like, why you never put your battery. Another was like killing me, saying she hate me as my com was already very light, as compared to hers, and yet I didn't want to bring me batt.

Then, my presentation was like stupid, totally screwed!! Due to the terminating of my power source, all my resources were gone. I know somebody will go like, you still have your history and cookies what. But well, I don't know how it happen, but I am just bad luck enough to not have the history. When I go to my history, nothing was there, as if I never surf any webpage today. ARGHHHH!!!

Hmmm, so weird today. Rush down to meet mira. Today was so different, as not only nurul left us, but minah too. She left me a message like what nurul does, saying that she go first. Okayyy. Don't know what's wrong with that girl. Hmmm, I afraid that we are really drifting. But still hope nope, please people. HaiX. But, if you all want to, I also can't force you all. =( Life always contradict.

Went for bazaar meeting with loga and mira, because nobody accompany me home. Okay, I am in such a pathetic state now. Meeting was boring. I was like yawning all the way. But I had my fun too. Something really funny and makes everyone bursted out laughing. =)

So long never see nurul already, don't know if she is still mad at me, or even treat me as her friend. haiyaaa. Hope she is doing well.

Been so bad luck lately. Make nurul angry, then minah cry and angry. Mira also mad at me. And now, me and my sister got into big big fight. Haizzzzz. My temper is like getting worst. Ohhhh yaaaa, maybe is because I am getting fat. ahaha. Though no link, but maybe there is some hidden links. Who knows. keke. Been eating a lot lately. And this is when I am... Don't know.