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Went to school on a wednesday to get jab in school. It was really painful okay, I was like screaming, and holding on to loga's hand tight. Oh my god, who said that it's not painful at all, it's okay and so on?? My arms really went numb after the jab, and it still kind of hurts now, like bruise. =( What the hell, what if I decided not to go mec tech? (I cant decide, fyp, loga, no frens, no grp.) Why life must be so complicated, decisions decisions and decisions. Why cant we jus erase and restart all over again when we regret on what we were doing, so that we would not be afraid of making decisions. ARGGGGHHHHH. I really hate making decisions and I am sux at it.
After school, we went to meet loga's bf at the woodlands station. And guess what, I can spot him from far sia. ahaha, even loga also thought that I was wrong initially, but after which she realised it was him. Hmm, as usual, only him will stand in the middle. But, true ah, easier for us to spot him. Then we went to minah's house, waiting for her to get ready.
We leave her house at about 4 plus, decided to cab down as, to save time, and we are quite lazy though. And oh my god, it's a bad choice. Firstly is about money, as we totally forgot that there's important stuff to buy, and we just spent it without putting some amount aside. Another thing is the driver. Oh man, he is killing us. =( He quite weird. At first I thought that he was quite pity-ful; as maybe he whole day driving cab, so should be quite bored. Thus, when he speak, I would try to give him a reply, from either of us. But well, I was wrong. When we were like talking, he showed us attitude and all, even ask us to shut up for him to sing song. Actually, he quite racist though. When we bored his cab, and when we started speaking english, he purposely on the radio, a chinese station loudly. I mean, for customer, he can changed his station to a english station, or, at least dun purposely adjust the volume when we were talking. The worse part is that, when we were discussing about something, or when we talking, he purposely change the station to a dilect station, and even shut us for him to sing loudly in the cab. Oh my god. Nightmare. He even talk to random driver when its red light. (I know that they were strangers from the question he asked.) =.=
Reach suntec, in which we were all hungry. So went to have our early dinner at pizza hut, which we managed to find it after some kind of discussion. ahaha. We got ourselves serve by a star worker. She provide us coupon, and helped us to ask for something. Which is very nice of her. =) And she is quite efficient, in which, she is also fast at clearing away the stuff. ahaha.
After which we went to present hunting, walk and walk and walk. Find and find, look and look. But we just couldn't figure, and decide what to buy for her. We wanted to try something new, but afraid that she wont use. We wanted to buy something similar, but she also has something about the same. Haiyerrrrr. Don't know. And it's quite hard to come to a situation where all of us agree that it's niceeeee part. Thought loga could stay up quite late to hunt for the present. Because when she told me minah is leaving after we found the present, and she is anything, thought she could stay longer. But well, her mum was quite unhappy and she has to leave even before we buy the present. And minah end up being leaving with me at the normal time.
Walk and walk again, shop and shop for nurul's present. There is no much variety of stuff that we wanted. Everything was like "if without this, it will be nicer", or along those lines. =( Quite tiring though, for us too, to walk around, go shops to find, rack our brain thinking of how and what she will like, moreover, Eliane got jab-ed too. And its a present from ALL of US...
Called mira, thought it would be good for her to come hunting with us too, and more brains decide better too. But she said she will join us for a bit, and after her dinner. So we went on searching till she come. Just before she meet us, something had caught our eyes, but we jus wouldnt sure if she likes it. So, we were like when she come, then we shall decide. Then meet her, she say okay. Called loga, she anything too. And well, get the present bought fast and go. But here comes the bickering.
We were all lazy to bring home, finding excuses to push the responsibilties away. If loga was there, everything could've avoid. But well, everyone has this "why me" concept in mind. I'm not going to say is who at fault, cause everyone will sure thinks that their own's reason sound. But well, me and minah was like pushing it to mira, because we thought iskandar could help her to carry though. So, even then, she wont be of much tire to carry it. But don't know why, she keep insisting of her stand. And so does we. Due to the "why me" concept, in everyone's mind, we left the thing in the middle of the mall, and walk away. Though, iskandar was like willing to help, mira was unhappy. Everyone was tired too, after a long day. And mira was like shouting in front of the public, without bothering the eyes of the public, at us. We went silence, and to avoid more conflicts and all, I choose not to speak a word to her, and call loga to simmer mine down. After much talking to loga, and persuasion, and to not add any fuel to anyone of us, I asked mira to leave first. As firstly, she is damn angry, so whatever we say also cant go in and may worsen the matter, and secondly, she wanted to leave. Hence is I thought it would be better this way, so that I could talk things out with minah. But well, me still ending up to give up though. (And nah, don't blame me, who gave in, for not wanting to bring home in the first place. It's not fair this way though.)
Well, everyone is in the wrong, as everyone was tired too. Yes, it's right that such small stuff can be avoided, and there isn't a need to make things big.
Today, woke up late for school, due to the tough revision last night, which eat up to my sleeping time, which I gave up on continuing and prefer to go bed instead. But well, today's problem was easy, and quite relaxing. Though the grade for this module is always not good, needless to say this time. I can predict, as he has his weird way on his marking system. =(
Went to meet up with my secondary school fren for a big, because, I am free until today, which is also last minutes, due to the leave I took because of my jab and studies.
