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Been so long since I last update. Am I immature to not update my blog? If you say so, tell me how do you define immature? LOL. Everybody has their own rights on their on life kan? So, you can do what you want to do, and take responsible for anything you do. And yeap, though it can be immature to say about doing anything you wanted to, but hey, it's also mature as you will take charge of what you do kan?
Whatever it is, today is totally not a good day to start with. Work till early morning, like 1 plus today. And yeapp, it was really tirring and felt asleep without doing my RJ. Hmmm, however I did wake up in the morning like 7 plus to rush it. But due to some internet problems, as my house just got upgrade to mIo, so the setting and all, I have no idea what the connection and password is.
After completing my work, me went back to dreamland again. And I dreamt that my ex actually has a new girlfren. LOL. Don't know why I had such dream. Well, I got woken up but quite a numbers of call, which my mum's and sis's call. Oh mann, after a long day school, work, I cant even have a nice sleep. And yeapp, why must I even have to suffer, and take initiative to answer the call?
Things wasn't any better, in fact, it got worst. And yeap, my sis's bf went to my house again, as usual. But this time round, we got into an agrument. Well, two versue one, what do you think? And, if you know me well, you should also understand that I'm not a person who will express herself well, and having a short-term memory loss as well. So ya, don't expect me to be able to defend myself, and letting out what I wanna say all these long. Yup, I did have lot's of disagreement about his stay and all. And I did kept them all along with myself. But well, sometimes there really has limit you know, and I did let out some. And, don't people same problems to their family, such as their parents? And yeap, I did complain to my mother, after them repeating the same thing again. Like, people really tire and all, why cant they even choose the way of how they want it to let out?
Immature??? Maybe I am a little, but well, at least I admit I am. Hmm, but how do you define mature? Speaking, or scolding somebody without thinking of how that person feel? Hurting them without knowing, even when the other party is crying, you still insist that you did not hurt them? Criticise and curse people on how they live their life? Touch people's laptop without the owner's permission? Never take people's point into much consideration, and insisted on your own? Demanding for aircon, fan, electricity when you need it? Conversation on phone, or with your mate when people are asleep? Stay at people's house without realising about the position you are in? Saying that you are fair, when you are stating a bias statement? PDA in front of people without considering how people feel?
Hmmm, yeap, maybe that's your definition for mature. And well, I still insist that different people have different perception, and this explain that different family has different sets of rules and their way of playing the role in the family and their life style. Well, I think that even the role of elder sister do varies from family to family.
Yeapp, I really am not good at defending myself on the spot, and speaking out my mind straight away. And I will, always, unable to recall what all incident, or disagreement, examples I had encountered too. Actually I did think of asking him to write down, or type out, and email me about all the things, unhappy things that he wanted to say, so that I could be able to consider and voice out myself to say what I really wanted to say all these while. Also, to even able to remember what he was saying. As I can tell you, now, I can only remember bits and parts of what he was saying, and raising voice at me.
But well, I do believe that, because the fact that we are human, so, everybody do have emotional and limits. And yeapp, people do get angry, bad mood or something, and they will show it, and maybe even vent their anger on you though is not your fault. It's just a way some people use to vent their anger, and we should, at least be considerate, as I do believe most of the population does that. And yeap, when you get angry, shouting is possible. But, I still do respect you when you ask me to shut up. But do you do the same thing when I ask you to? And you still say that you have the right not to shut up. And yeap, I do agree with you. But well, think again, mature eh?
