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Wednesday, April 23, 2008

9:33 PM

So low low low. Low in morale nowwwwww. Sad ahhhh. My gpa will soon drop to nowhere. My grades are dropping, drop drop drop non stop. Thought I can at least pull up my grade this year, but well, a bad day to start with with my first day. LOL. No more mood to attend school. Thoughts like quiting even came upon my mind. What the helll am I doinggg. What happen to my grades???Faci standard gone higher eh???

So lazy, so lazy to attend school. Just the start of school, I had skipped twice already. What more can I do? LOL. I am even lazy to work nowadays. Nervous, stress. LOL. Quite terrified of flying, but don't know why. I can sense the wire, drop-like feel. LOL. Will I fall off from the top? Will I miss the grip, and seeing wine falling off from top. LOL. God bless okay. Well, hope I am getting better, and come back safe and sound. Also, to reach the same spot accurately okay. No tangled wire, or whatsoever. No more injuries, and no more LAZINESS okay!! keke.

Well well, hope I can have more timeeeeeee. And am really looking forward to the overseas trip. Hope I can find an affordable, and good timing trips okayyyyyyyyyyy. =D

~I wanna a change of my blogskinnn. still findinggggg..

Monday, April 07, 2008

What a day to start with.. 11:06 PM

Nobody can ever encounter this, unless you are even more "lucky" than me. What the hell, what a day to start with. Today is the first day of my year 3 life, and yet this is happening to me. =(

I thought it would be a great day, thought school is always boring and sleepy, but first day should be something different. Everything went well, and smooth in the morning. I get to wake up as the time I planned to. Then, bathe, got prepare and everything, ready to set off. And yea, everything does really went well, I do get to go out as planned as well. (But well, those who are suppose to call and wake me up, woke up abit "the" late. LOL!)

Hmmm, so, off I went to take train, while half way through, actually planned to meet sY, but well, she actually forgotten her laptop. keke. And so, I head to school first, and I saw george on the way, and we manage to go school together. As I was, actually, suppose to meet loga, but well, she ask if I wanted to go first cos she still very far away. And I made my decision, and went to school with george. LOL, I thought I was lucky, serious lucky, as loga actually got stuck at khatib and was late for class eh. And everything basically went well, but not after I reach school. =(

And yeah, george was suppose to meet his fren to take something, but the fren was not there. And we jus headed straight to class, but well, got stuck at our blk, cos there was a trip, and ended no electricity for the whole blk. And god, my class is at level 6, while all the lift was not working. But well, I manage to handle with a smile, and took the alternative way, which is the fireman lift. But well, till here, I still thought I am still consider lucky, as I manage to take the fireman lift. LOL.

Reach the class, and this is where the whole thing starts...Okay, first is the lift, but I managed to smile my way through. But, one thing after another, then goes the warmness, as is the result of no aircon. And yeah, right after next was no electricity for my laptop, as I mention earlier, there was no electricity. And well, the best part is, even after the come back of the electricity, I still cant on my laptop, AS my adaptor spoilt. LOL. Great.

Felt quite lost too, new class, new classmate. And I must admit that after being same class as Loga, I seriously lost my sense of independence, yea, completely. I am seriously lost, and nobody to go to loan an adaptor with. Also, nobody to have my break with, everybody have their frens though. LOL, I still smile to myself, and say it's okay, first breakout nvm. At the same time, I cant get myself connected to VPN and cant get my work started, as I have no internet access. LOL.

And yeaaaaaaa, followed but my stomach growlinggg. Second breakout, loga was busy too. Nahhhh, nvmmmmm. Then I realise, I am really like, anti-social. I did question myself, how do I actually managed to survive till now?? Where are my frens. Lol, busy. Eh, but well, managed to call minah, after trying so many times, so many engaged calls.

And one thing after another, the canteens, 7-eleven, bookshop were all crowded. Queues were really long, and it's like after half an hour then managed to get myself a sandwich. lol. Haiyaaaaa, whatever it is, just alot of ups and downs, while downs actually weigh more than ups today. After which my bag were tear, the string broke and I cant close my bag, and the worst and saddest part is that, I actually lost my phone. Somebody actually steal my phone from my bag while I am carrying it. WTHHHHHHHH. =( I'm super stupid and careless for not knowing it. =(

And nowwwwww, scolding, lecture, quarrel after everything.

I really miss my phone, can you kindly return it to me. It's my first most expensive phone, and it actually become the first victim to get stolen. My phone has nv been steal or misplaced before. Why must it be the most precious one that I am losing. It's my survival, it's my everything. My camera, my music player and my phone. All my precious contacts, and songs, messagessssssssss. =( =( =( =( =( =(

And guysss, no more pic for my blog eh. I never have a digital cam. =(

Labels: worst day ever

Sunday, April 06, 2008

2:01 AM

Do you think...

He does not call as much, but he still loves her?
He does not sms as much, but he still loves her?
He does not show as much, but he still loves her?
He does not pick her up from busstop, but he still loves her?
He does not say he love her, but he still loves her?
He does not priortise her, but he still loves her?
She cant feel it, but he still loves her?

I don't know, and don't wanna think about it. Just think that he loves her, and he will be loving her eh. Right? And so, yea, he still loves her. LOL.