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MINAH'S 19th birthday on 4 dec. Celebrating with us at clark quay. Hmmmm, as compared last year, I think this year is abit down thou. No much surprises and ideas this year, hope minah dun mind eh? The more I think of hers, the lesser I want my birthday to come ehh.
I'm turning 21, so old, and it's like 21, some significant age, and of cos, expecting for more eh? But, I doubt it will be. It always happens this way, the more you expect the more disappointing it will be. So usually I will tell myself to expect less, but still, eventually, I still felt disappointment in the end thou. Useless idea. LOL. (if you did/ going to do this, strike tis out of ur list. It's hard to lie to yourself? LOL.)
Well, we went to fish market manhattan to have our dinner. The food was rather, disappointing? I thought they were supposely to be famous for their fish eh? But the promotional set meal that we all ordered is super, hard-to-chew? LOL. Isnt fish should be soft and smooth, easy to bite? But this, is really like chewing a rubber? Hard and rough texture of the fish. Oh man!! LOL. But, I like the fries thou, it's like swensen friesssss. =DD Yum yum. =)
KKKK, initially, we make minah waited, accompanied us to walk up and down, to toilet, atm and etc... Guess she knew that we were just stalling the time ahhh. Super duper obvious. LOL. I was like preparing the cards and all. Waiting for lolo and all. Then after which, everything is done, we finished our food, and minah proceed to the toilet. Guess what? Initially were to surprise her with the cake ah, and the smart elia, actually wanted to go find her, and who knows, I missed/slipped her. And end up she arrive before me. LOL. Okay nevermind. Then the cake is like super sweeeet. (Did I mention? We bake the cake for her?) Andddddddd, we all were super duper full ahhh. LOL.
After, we went to walk around clark quay, taking pictures and all, in order to digest. LOL. And left the four of us for the drinking session. Hmmmm, I think it was cool lo. LOL. I always wanted this kind of ocassion, where you can sit down in one pub/cafe, drink, chitchat. LOL. But ya, we only shared a jug, which is not even tipsy for me. LOL. And minah, justin were super high. LOL. Justin was all red, and minah is talking nonsense ah. LOL. FUNNY ah. ahaha. But well, it's her bdae, she should enjoy.
Haiyaaaaaaa, I dunno what to say to her bf thou. It's her bdae, but he still blame her for this and that. ANd you know what? He even make her sad and guilty, cos he cant do anything for her? LOL. (Cos he keep on apologising and alllllll.) I mean, it's her bdae rite? Is her day, where she is free from restrictions and constraint. Does things she wan her way, jus for her to stay happy. And look what a partner, where usually partner will only go all out jus to make the other half smile, he make her cry. LOL. Hope you really cherish her and do what you can do, not blaming yourself for what you cant do (since you cant do anything, jus dun dwell with it and make ppl around you unhappy rite?). Please dun hurt her ah, you should know your place in her heart rite? Learn to trust can? "Rule 13: If you cant trust them, you haven't got a relationship."
Haiyaaaaaaa, dunno what happen to my friends thou. Behaving so weird. Not meeting and all. I think, it's really interesting when some drift, while you know it's happening, but there's nothing you could do, but to see them leave ah? I'm tire of seeing this scene playing over and over again. And could somebody pleaseeeee, stop me.
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