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hmm, me got good news and bad news. But the good news can be also bad news, and the bad news cam be good news too. lol.
Well, the initial good news is, I found a job, and I'll be starting tml. lol, fast. It is actually a retail kind of job, so I am pretty quite new to it. It can be bad news as this also means that elia have no much time, or flexible schedule on my own. Oh Lord, hopefully my driving and work won't clash.
And here comes the bad news, my laptop is ready for collection which is pretty good, but stupid fujitsu don't wanna help me change my wireless card, cum adaptor spoilt and, warrenty officially expired. GG lo.
Think, my entry will always be monotone, lifeless due to the color. haiyaaaa.
Well, currently I spot the most killer weakness of mine, which became pretty much obvious lately, which is elia being super duper indecisive. Argh, this is killing me. Like me really can't choose between to apply or not apply for SIMge, and cant decide if I should go for job interview, what job to accept, and even now, which shoes to buy. I mean, I seriously had forgotten how I came this far. Did I really never make any decisions till now? I am suoer doubtful of what I want, and most importantly, what have I become now.
Oh lord, can elia regain her decision power, and know what she wants, so that she would decide without being regretful?
C.H.O.I.C.E.S.
I might be jus out of my mind to be mad at, or moody. lol. Might possibly be menses coming. As you wish. It's all fine, really. Any price to pay for people to get happy. Cos that is the only thing that I know.
R.A.N.D.O.M.
SADDED!!! My com is gone once again. Hopefully I could still get it fixed under warrenty, if not it sure costa bomb. Oh man, I wish it could be fixed asap so I could get myself a temp job asap too. Ever since I enrol myself into BBDC, I began to know what is it like to be broke, and how annoying and important money can be. =.=
Whatever it is, money really make wonders; and no money really goes beggar. Arggh! Even university also wants to make money by collecting the application fee. My goodness.
Haiyaa, now that I wanna make use of my com and use photoshop, upload pic and all, my com gives me problem. Listen up ah, not that Elia is lazy or wat to not upload pic and update my profile ah. Sometimes, it's just not even up to you to decide. LOL.
I miss my friends. Hopefully we could cherish the as much days we have to hang out. And hopefully I could hang out with you like how we usually do in school, if you see this. I need you too, at times, just like how much you need me. Good luck. =D
I.M.I.S.S.Y.O.U.
Haiyaaa, so many things this month. Sadded you know. LOL. Well, there's is this offer which the sony erission gives me on friday, saying that there's this one to one exchange program, whereby they can exchange a new phone for me. But well, the only problem is that they run out of black, so ya, I have to sacrifice for abit if I want to exchange for the new one, if not, they will just repair my phone.
Then, as usual, I'm in dilemma again. I called, Sandy, asking her, but you know la, sandy and me sama sama, so we ask for her bf's opinion, which decision is to change. But still I hesitate, until the person called and said that they left the last one, and I took it. (And till now, I still think the "left one" is part of their strategy!)
So ya, happily awaiting my new phone. But who knows what, when I collected the phone I am extremely regretful. Like what the hell, how can you define new?? I thought maybe the phone is in a box or something, but well, they just pass me the phone, and only the phone itself, and say that it's new. Moreover, I spot a few scratches and red mark on it. LIKE IT'S TOTALLY USED! So Loga help me to complain, but, you know what, they actually made us waited like idiots and, came back with a change of the cover. LOL. So, from that it's new la? Just a change of cover? Moreover, the cover now, is like even more pathetic. No X1 label, more scratches, and there's still a red mark. And I AM SUPER UNSATISFIED.
Saturday is seriously a super bad day for me. First the IDP, wasted me hours, from taking application forms, completing and to submitting them. Moreover, what's so bad about it was, the people who work there, not those who are tending the booth, but those who help out in enquires outside the booth area, and those giving out applications forms, and those collecting forms. Oh my god, I seriously can faint. It's their attitude.
I mean, come on, I know we are asking a favor from them; for an example me and loga was like requesting for forms from them, and the guy just left after loga finish her say, to go get what she requested for. And guess what, he never get everything she ask for, and he actually scold me for not telling him what I need before he went to take them. LOL. Like I WOULD'VE STOP HIM EH. I mean, we are not the one who like purposely ask him to go get, and come back, and ask him again right. Then the filling up the applications to asking the codes for the course is like totally screwed. If there is a computerize system when students could have apply the choices of school and courses they are interested all at one goal is better. As this could actually save me from doing extra work. Like, I have 9 applications, and I wanted to submit them to the first guy. He nearly faint, and ask me to come again tomorrow as I did not copied my certs. But, after I copied and went to the second guy, he say only 5 applications were allowed. (OKAY, NOW I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW WHO IS RIGHT. You see, from the first guy, and his conversation to another girl; where he actually told the girl beside him about the total applications he had to do and the girl said good luck; so in this case, it means possible to submit 5 or more applications right?) And one more thing, they were like showing a "you are too exaggerate" kind of tone, and face to me. Come on la, think in my position, if I scored well, and will definitely have a place somewhere, will I do this? I mean, of course I don't think I have high chances in getting in any school, and am trying my luck right. (If you were me, wanting to go to any uni for a degree, and this is the last or one and only resort, I bet you were do the same thing.)
Then after, it's the phone thingy lining up that spoil my mood, and then the go home part which two people adds on to it. Okay it's not your fault, it's just that I had bad day from the start already.
Hmmm, I was looking through our old time picture just now, from year 1 till now, all the gatherings with my RP clique and secondary school clique, I seriously hope it can turn back time. Time that we used to have is always the best time ever. Now, I can already see signs of drifting. And we were so close and fun last time. Where had all these go to? I ever like so called lost connection with this friend. How are you, my friend?
From all these, I can really see that, February/March is really not my month.
SADDED
LOL, I'M BACK! For a bit. LOL.
Hmmm, I know I know, I had been disappearing for like a month or so. Well, after my birthday party, which I shall call it successful, except that there's some unexpected people who never turns out and half of the food gone waste. I definitely learn a lesson from this.
Straight after the party, I went home pack, and off I go Malaysia with minah and her family. We went KL, then Genting. I shall say I enjoy most of the journey, though there's like small dispute with minah, but still, I enjoy shopping with her at KL mall. COS, I GOT MYSELF A LEATHER JACKET. LOL. WOOOHOOO. Oh ya, not only that, still got a lot a lot of stuff. kekeke.
Oh yaaaa, the sweetest thing was, they actually celebrate my birthday for me on the dot. How nice, with yummy ice cream cake. ahaha. I never really expect them to be so sweet to surprise me with a cake, cos well, you know, I'm actually a friend of minah, so yaaaa. ahaha.
Well, we were back on my birthday, and that is so boringggggg. Oh my god, I celebrated my birthday in advance and guess what, I feel so empty, cos I whole day rot at home ah, but nevermind, it's over.
After which, is valentine day, where I spent mine at Geylang. LOL. Fun right? I know, I'd suggested that. LOL. kekeke, well, I simply love the food that, and I spent it with sandy again. LOL, I don't know I'd spent how many valentine day with Sandy already, two? LOL, so sorry for sandy, me disturb disturb only. kekeke.
Hmmm, after everything, then it starts my rotting life. LOL, lucky got sandy to rot with me. Everyday, eat sleep eat sleep only. Almost everyday, when sandy is free, I will go and disturb disturb her. LOL. Lucky she never complain only.
Well, now, I'm quite confuse. Hmm, I got accepted on a job offer at NUH. I am suppose to be happy, but, I wanted to further my studies (which I'm also not sure if any school wants to take me in, cos of my GPA), and this is a permanent job from an agent (don't know how her commission works also). I think the offer for what I am now is consider attractive, but, it's not related to my studies, and I don't if I can really have it as a career?
Moreover, this means that I will have lesser time for my driving lesson. And, for the time with my friends, which I always wanted to go ice skating, and clubbing. But well, never mind.
U.N.C.E.R.T.A.I.N.T.Y.
