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Well, now is 6.30 am in the morning. Did I mention what time I sleep and wake up nowadays? LOL. I wake up at 5 pm, and sleep in the morning around 7 am ? Depends on my tiredness. LOL. After I mention, my eyes starts to feel heavy, blaaaaaaaa.
Hmmm, come to think of it. Though I am anal in something. She is also anal in something too. Blaa. Just, nobody is perfect. And at least I know, some of my flaws. (for improvement..) Maybe she knows hers too? Elia also got get scolded when I am found to be overusing something? And she is too. Maybe because I mention to her before, hence, my karma.
Well, hopes I get to fall asleep fast later. I don't know. Though I am always said to be noisy, I think we are the same. Sometimes I too find it noisy, but I have no idea how to say it out. Hence, elia will just swallow the ti-bit of unhappiness. Blaa, I know I am petty. Sorry.
Blaa, that's why I wanted to move out and live alone. Isn't it better? Lesser chances of "abrasions". In which, nobody will be said anal of anything? Everybody will have a happy ending? Good friend, real smile, real reactions. Love each other more, at least a ti-bit more than now? kekeke.
But things always aren't that easy to settle. Blaaaaa. Money? And need to scout for another place, where it is reasonable. And need time to adapt, all over again? Blaaa. Don't know how.
Is there anyway to minimize the problems? Haiyaaaaaaaa. Life sux.
Sorry for complaining so much. I just need some place to drown my petty-ness. Blaaaa, I know I shouldn't feel this way, shouldn't think this way. Sorry. I am also quite disappointed in myself. Struggling to be good. I wish I am less self-centered too. Though I say so much, you still weigh a lot to me okay. Don't get me wrong. If any way, anyone feel that I am being evil here, talking bad about somebody, shouldn't say this, please informed me to delete the post. Blaaa.
=( Hope I won't be not happy.
