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I've tried; initiate; persist for a while.
I don't know what I am doing. A part of me was saying no, another was saying yes, and the rest saying I don't know. This is when everybody should questioned themselves; if we wouldn't able to answer what we really want, how would the other partner know too. (As usually, when we asked, and the answer is gonna be "I don't know", we would be really pissed. But look who's talking.. LOL!)
Maybe, I should, learn to, let go..
It's easier said than done. LOL.
Tried for years already, and look where I am at now?!
I know myself. I will, ALWAYS, look back, regret. No matter what I've done. SHIT. (Nah, except shitting, LOL.) Due to this, I did something, so that I hope I won't return, but now, I regretted. And it's late to say so. And well, it really did stop me from returning, somehow. And cause what I am at now, dilemma. blaaaaaa. (Ya la, I shouldn't. No elia no!)
I've called, msned, called, smsed. Replies were short, or no reply. All are signs huh? (Or not?)
Got to see this scene in a hong kong drama, playing about this couple: the girl going japan to study, and the guy promise to wait for her return. But in the end, he broke off with the girl, and apologise for breaking his promise. =( Well, yeaa. When reality strikes, a guy/girl changes his/her heart, the other party can do nothing, but to accept the fact. There's really little thing we can do. Actually, nothing. NOTHING.
I just wanna say, I know I've tried.
Haiya, what elia need to learn: Learn to let go. Learn to love, in the process of dating (not everytime after losing it). Learn to DRIVE. LOL.
HAIYAAAAAA. Another problem. I seriously have no confidence in passing my driving license. Plus, elia got no much money for practice, already. =( I wanna pass can!?! Please!
Argh.
