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Monday, January 04, 2010
3:00 AM

要習慣沒有你的氣繫

Arghhhhhhhhhh. I am seriously angry about myself. What are all these? I'm getting tire.

I hate the fact that I actually miss him. Hate the "what if" running through my mind. Hate to become emo. Will I really get over him??

I hate the guesssssing game. I am seriously tire. Hate myself for making such decisions. Hate the things that I did. Thoughts of ending all these, everything, even run through my mind. This is bad. It scares me. I am actually tire of living. LOL.

What am I doing? I am trap in a room, without doors and windows to my solution. It's dark and cold inside. I am so selfish. =(

Nobody could save me.

I don't wanna stay here anymoreee. It hurts. The feeling of so near yet couldn't reach out any further, hurts. The feeling of can't do anything, but emo; lead me nowhere, is crazily dauting me.

I don't want to be this emo. I thought my feelings for you faded? Why does it feel so real, so hurting once again?

I want to shut down this mind please. Hear my prayers. Stop my pain.

I want to end all these. Stupid emo shits.


只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天

睡著的大提琴

安靜的舊舊的

我想你已表現的非常明白

我懂我也知道

你沒有捨不得

你說你也會難過我不相信

牽著你陪著 我也只是曾經

希望他是真的比我還要愛你

我才會逼自己離開

Chorus

你要我說多難堪

我根本不想分開

為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過

我沒有這種天份

包容你也接受他

不用擔心的太多

我會一直好好過

你已經遠遠離開

我也會慢慢走開

為什麼我連分開都遷就著你

我真的沒有天份

安靜的沒這麼快

我會學著放棄你

是因為我太愛你