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Been in Singapore for quite sometime, still haven found any suitable job. But well, I'm starting on my part-time job already. Selling mooncake. =x Yeahh, I realised how stupid I am now already. =( Blaa, but I have agreed to work with them, so I have to continue till the end of festival? =] I have to keep my words, somehow. =]Well, things change. Friends that I thought we are still close, stray away. Probably, 1 year is really a long time. Despite the fact that we are still in contact, but people come and go. Hence, just when there's people coming in, human tend to build up stronger memories and relationships, and stray away from the older one. Or maybe, it wasn't tat strong to start with the old one. AHAHA.I have to learn to accept. I'm still trying. Will give up when I'm tired on trying uh. Been thickening my skin for quite sometime already.. AHAHAHA. I dunno. At least I've tried? Or probably, 10 years down the road, when we saw each other again, looking back, and realise, I probably had to try harder, or be persistence. But at least, when I look back at this post, I know, how thick skin I had put up with, and it takes two to clap eventually. So, I should say, at least I've tried what I should do. =]Hmmm, been searching for jobs recently. But didn't get to really do it, cos my sister using my com. =( I know, sometimes I really feel irritated. Because, it's my com, and I'm doing important things, things that matters my future. But, she dun understand at times. Or I am quite irritated at times too. I dunno how should I feel uh. Hard to maintain, hard to be good. I have my temper too. I'm trying to be nice. And it's hard to be, cos I'm not a nice person. LOL.I know, I can be really childish at times, and wanna things my own way too, like any other people. I know I am not a nice person. Sometimes, I really thought I have split personalities, or am I bipolar? AHAHA. Cos I can feel myself getting angry, or irritated, and after that I feel guilty and all. So am I still stable? AHAHA. I don't know. EEEEYYYEEER.. Is this normal???Well, hopefully I can get some interesting job, with good people and good environment. I really wanna, and really interested in forensic science. But I know I have really zero chance in getting into that division. That's disappointing. But hopefully I can get into any other good and interesting division or company, helping me to explore my interest.Yeahh, I know, I should just look at what I have, and not what I don't in order to live happy. =] That's another thing I have learnt in life. OPTIMISTIC. (Easy to say, but at least I'm trying to think this way. =] )
Okay, been going out for the past few days. Ups and downs. Plus, my luggage is not fully unpack too. And my trip is nearing. AHAHAHA. So many things to do. So lazy.I don't know what happened recently, or am I thinking too much? First thing first, it's like hard for me to trust somebody. And now, friendship like turn sour???I should have just believe in what he says and all. But why must all the loopholes find me? Sadly said, I wanted to tell these to my close one, but they like miles and distance away, though I'm back here. Who I used to share all my stories to, seems different when she came today. Am I thinking too much?I also longed for the cheerful Elia, but why things become like this in Singapore? Shouldn't hometown be more welcoming and comfortable?Okay, got to prepare.. Hopefully friends still friends. Still in contact, still feel the same to each other despite the fact that they are growing, and becoming busier.
