Have I.?

I seriously had a very bad first night shift at work. I am truly sorry about what happened. And seriously got something on, that is why I left the workplace in the rush. I know you got all the right to be angry with me. I know it's my fault. My night shift partner allowed my to go ahead with my plans because she knows. But this girl.. I guess, what I've learnt is, at workplace, there is never mercy. People will just bitch about it, despite the fact that you have your reasons.

I am seriously feeling shit, and even cry because, I seriously feel like staying, but I just can't. Either ways, I am letting either sides down. I even try to contact my partner to ask about it, straight after I finished my stuff. I tried my best to get the colleague's number, who is mad at me, to apologize. And she didn't even bother to reply, and she even scolded the person who gave me her number.

I know sorry is just not enough for this kind of situation. I know, I am just suck, to have not anticipate my night will be this bad, and make plans straight after my work. It's my fault, I know. You have all the right to bitch about it, and ignore how people might feel. What kind of emotions I will feel, and how much it will affect me. It's okay. I deserve it.

I am just sad that, this is reality.

Labels: office, politics