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Labels: emoThese few days, PP poster, work, school. =( No life. And yeah, I left no life. Feel as though everyone is leaving me, or I'm drifting? Don't know, out of place as always, though still wearing a smile on my face. The used-to-be sunshine is dead. Ahaha. My world is flooding.
I don't know, so lonely. People have their partners, their life. Yeah, happy. And ya, how you look at it right. But obviously, with my stupid character, I don't tend to see mine. Or do I even have it. I like those daysssss, but I push it away. And regreted, but can't do anything too. I really hate the fact that I can do NOTHING about it. Well, I thought I had walk damn far away, but, I left something real important behind. Which easily place me back to the same spot, and waste my effort of coming this far. Now, me myself have to even doubt myself. Do I even leave that place, before? I think, I did. Just that every other factors move me back to the same place. It's like a monopoly game. Depends on your luck, and when you get the lousy card, you would have to move to some place, or back to the starting point.
I am really contradicting. Seriously, I am. Yeah, seens lonely, maybe because of the surrounding. Nah, just myself eh. Stop finding excuses and push the blame to the others eh. People have their right for happiness. You encourages them to pursue it, don't you. You have it, but you are just plain stupid ah. GOD, please kindly move her out of this world. She doesn't belong here, just plain too alien for earth. Take her away.
Haiyaaaaaaaaaa, Just too emo eh. Am I really evil? And am getting retributions? Ya, I agree what goes round comes around. Now I know how minah feels when I said something bad about the still-someone-i-think-is-bad. Because, I HATE SHUYI!!! And, I get back all. Maybe I should say something good, accept everything. And ta-daaa, I get what I want. But it sounds like a really fatty-boom-boom hope. Don't know. But somehow, I think, you only get back the bad ones, which is retribution, but, you don't get back the good ones. Don't know ahhh. Don't know how this whole system works. Will tell you when I die okay. Then I will ask GOD, or whoever in-charge.
Oh my god. PP evaluation is like in 3 days. And I left with 1 day to prepare, cos of my work. Haiyaaaaaa. =(~ ·: .·¨·. :·.: ¨: ·:· :.: :.. ·:· ·.· :: :·.·: :: , :·: : .·¨·. :·.: :.: :.: :
