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Labels: emoThese few days, PP poster, work, school. =( No life. And yeah, I left no life. Feel as though everyone is leaving me, or I'm drifting? Don't know, out of place as always, though still wearing a smile on my face. The used-to-be sunshine is dead. Ahaha. My world is flooding.
I don't know, so lonely. People have their partners, their life. Yeah, happy. And ya, how you look at it right. But obviously, with my stupid character, I don't tend to see mine. Or do I even have it. I like those daysssss, but I push it away. And regreted, but can't do anything too. I really hate the fact that I can do NOTHING about it. Well, I thought I had walk damn far away, but, I left something real important behind. Which easily place me back to the same spot, and waste my effort of coming this far. Now, me myself have to even doubt myself. Do I even leave that place, before? I think, I did. Just that every other factors move me back to the same place. It's like a monopoly game. Depends on your luck, and when you get the lousy card, you would have to move to some place, or back to the starting point.
I am really contradicting. Seriously, I am. Yeah, seens lonely, maybe because of the surrounding. Nah, just myself eh. Stop finding excuses and push the blame to the others eh. People have their right for happiness. You encourages them to pursue it, don't you. You have it, but you are just plain stupid ah. GOD, please kindly move her out of this world. She doesn't belong here, just plain too alien for earth. Take her away.
Haiyaaaaaaaaaa, Just too emo eh. Am I really evil? And am getting retributions? Ya, I agree what goes round comes around. Now I know how minah feels when I said something bad about the still-someone-i-think-is-bad. Because, I HATE SHUYI!!! And, I get back all. Maybe I should say something good, accept everything. And ta-daaa, I get what I want. But it sounds like a really fatty-boom-boom hope. Don't know. But somehow, I think, you only get back the bad ones, which is retribution, but, you don't get back the good ones. Don't know ahhh. Don't know how this whole system works. Will tell you when I die okay. Then I will ask GOD, or whoever in-charge.
Oh my god. PP evaluation is like in 3 days. And I left with 1 day to prepare, cos of my work. Haiyaaaaaa. =(~ ·: .·¨·. :·.: ¨: ·:· :.: :.. ·:· ·.· :: :·.·: :: , :·: : .·¨·. :·.: :.: :.: :
Labels: emolong time no blog
and now i'm jobless
ahaha
cos too many times nv go
den got sack arh
so unlucky
got sack for the second times
i think
i'm not up to the standard
to even work for others
hmm
people dun like me eh
so slow
so not fluent in talking
so not good eh
ahahah
hmmm
i wish to give up the thoughts of working
but no work = no money=cant survive eh?
haiz so mus find a good employer
at least someone who can scout my talent
ANY JOB OFFERS???
i am really a step sister eh??
ahaha
cos in cinderella story
only good and nice people get good stuff
in this case is cinderella
and for those who get something bad in return
is the step sister
and so
i am going thru bad luck now
so i guess
i'm the step sister eh??
ahahaha
so good eh my sis
get to go sp optometery
her desire course
she score well in her o level
so good
ahaha
although her point is less than the average point that should score for optometry last year
but she still could get in
how lucky she is
as this year the average point drop to 10 and below
hmmm
not even the people around her like her
god also
good luck also follow her
ahahah
and she got a new phone today
cos she keep telling my dad that her phone infra is not working
ahahaha
so good eh
my phone also not working well
but i din get a new one
ahaha
people jus dun like me eh
or the godness of good luck
seem not fancy me enough eh
ahaha
there's one a say goes
good people will have good returns
seem like i'm not good enuff eh
ahaha
maybe i am not good enough
eh
so emo sia
sorry eh
i'm jus a little envy on people
envy is in a nice term
but fact i'm jealous eh?
ahaha
yea
that's mi
elia the step sister
jealous
desire for everything
never get fulfill
eh
hard to be simple-minded!!!
